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"I Love, You Love"
[Verse 1]
(Oh) Hush my baby, Don't you cry.
I'll dry your eyes. Fulfill your heart's desire.
Let's go in. Try again.
Careful this time. Broken promises linger in our mind.
I'll give in completely. Hearts break so easy.
I know. Believe me. Oh, I've tried.
But my arms can hold you. My kiss console you.
I'll come and love you tonight.
[Chorus]
And I...
I love, I love, I love
Love hurts sometimes
But this feels right.
You...
You love, you love, you love
Though you've been burned
You still return.
[Verse 2]
Come and share my house, my home, and all I own.
I'd love to give to you.
Aren't you tired of going along this lonely road?
It takes its toll on you.
Give me your emotion, your heart's devotion.
Give anything you like.
And I'll give understanding. Life's so demanding.
I'm all you need to get by.
[Chorus]
And I...
I love, I love, I love
Love hurts sometimes
But this feels right.
And You...
You love, you love, you love
Though you've been burned
You still return.
I love, I love, I love
Love hurts sometimes
But this feels right.
And You...
You love you love you love
Though you've been burned
You still return.
Still return
Still return to love (Oh)
Keep coming back to love (Ah oh)
13 December 2009
sunday madness.
Some shit on my mind today, figured I better get it off my chest so I can think clearer. I dont know la kan, i terasa ke apa ke "why so random" ? OUCH. Its like you dont wanna be friends at all dah ke apa ke kan. I mean what the hell. Okay fine. If you dont want to i understand kan why, but dude i tak salah pun kena sekali ke? Abit what the fuck right!! urgh. You ni dissociative identity disorder betol. ISH. lantak kau la kan, aku tau kalau kau nak cari a friend later, u know where to find me. If my hati tak tawar lagi, i'd still consider your hello. OUCH TAHAP DEWI.
so anyway, How do i explain this eh. Bad romance ? Hmm not the right song la but i like the word. Lol. You see, its not that i dont want/desire you or anything, dont get me wrong. I do like the fact that you were being really kind and caring towards me. But those things are not enough, yes were dont see each other much ke apa kan, but still it doesnt stop us from contacting one another. First of all, you never make an effort before. lagi2 now, i mean if you were like a gentlemen, you'd know how to treat a girl. By far, this is the worst. WORDS ARE NOT ENOGH LA MY DEAR, SERIOUSLY TAK. I was the one who terhegeh2 kat u. So now, its all coming to an end. Ive always chased after the one's i like then i fall in love. But then? I dont know what im feeling now. To be honest, i barely feel a thing. It faded somewhere somehow. Gosh, YOU tell me. I dont know la. You sure fikir "senangnya dia buat macamtu" but dude, i mean if you knew how to treat a lady, things wont have ended up this way. And if you're not in the position to make me feel special once again, by all means just dont. We'll go our separate ways. Deal? I dont know if you read my blog or you dont. But i think you do. Ah whatever la kan, eventually i'll tell you to read it. So im done telling my part. Anything you wanna say? You know how to reach me. Sumpah i fed up, i dont know why out of all the days, today sumpah rasa macam " ermm, err, hmm, ish, tsktsktsk ". Hari ini i isytiharkan hari mengeluh although it ant good to do so, but lantak pi ah. love = battlefield, except that i dont know what were fighting for if there's no love left? Im sorry if i hurt you but this is exactly how i feel and i know you know its just that you dont wanna utter the word yet ke or ur ego tinggi gedabak ke. Okay, fine. Its your call. most of the friends i know today are "friends with benefits" only. me and you? Seriously NOT APPLICABLE.
Ooooooh, i saw a cute latino semalam, he's still a young lad la kan, budak2 lagi tu. HAHAHAHA. pedo? No im not. Just love the way he speaks and he's so tanned. Sexy sial. So yes, i got work later at 12pm. Ian promised to pick me up early. i woke up early la. cibai aku tak dapat tido lama2 sebab dia. DAH la sampai 9. Wei two friggin weeks i had no cuti on my working hours, :( nak keluar! Owh okay, and rugbybaby, you and i are meant to be history, Im sorry but many disagree on us. Plus i think you and i arent meant to be, let the past be the past. Dont relive it. Its never gonna happen again, so stop hoping. I know you're just in for fun and its kinda funny everytime you try to be sweet to me, i end up seeing you being silly. Love is just not in for us anymore. Bestfriend boleh la, thats what we were before la kan. Cuma taking chances. Hehe. :) it was a pleasure meeting you and knowing an idiot yang sangat comel but annoying kekadang. I wish you well in life tho. :) you can do it la darls. I believe in you, but u gotta take baby steps! Dont repeat the same mistakes you made before. Friends with benefits, i still WONT CONSIDER LAGI2 WITH YOU, coolios? :)
okay, i nak beli phone & lappy. Which? I asked dad to find me one, i mean a lapop la. Kalau phone memang tak ah kan. SO nak pow susah. I'll buy the phone. BB curve 8520, BB Bold 2 or e71/72/75, or 5800 EM or n97? last resort tu memang i beli n97 la but im thinking something more practical and loud. Touch screen???? DRIVING? tak best. Cannot concentrate tekan ape nanti, heheheh. I PHONE NI BANYAK PRO'S and CON's. But i think its a good technology for push emails,lagi2 those business related apps kan, but for entertainment purposes, nope. Shit phone. Hehe. dah la mahal gyla now, package and outright. Samsung omnia n n97 almost serupa la tapi lain mak bapak katakan. Support nokia la. Hahahahhahahaha. Ohhh tak sabar nak dapat gaji, shop a little then phone! if not, next year's la. january. Mandarin ke french? DILEMMA. HELP PEOPLE HELP. If susah how :( mandarin got their characters la kan. Ngo em chi tou. Sigh.
Okay lah love, i gotta bounce dulu. Anything if ya'll mahu melepets, call me celly. Mite change me number soon, but tengah cari number best :D nak register for postpaid la kot. Leceh menopup. Okay, muahmuah and take care. I mau siap2 to work and oh yes, results are out, nothing la i fail kan, bagoos. SO LEGA! Okay lah, banyak lagi nak cakap but tu la, not rajin enough at the mo'. Laters chenta ~
so anyway, How do i explain this eh. Bad romance ? Hmm not the right song la but i like the word. Lol. You see, its not that i dont want/desire you or anything, dont get me wrong. I do like the fact that you were being really kind and caring towards me. But those things are not enough, yes were dont see each other much ke apa kan, but still it doesnt stop us from contacting one another. First of all, you never make an effort before. lagi2 now, i mean if you were like a gentlemen, you'd know how to treat a girl. By far, this is the worst. WORDS ARE NOT ENOGH LA MY DEAR, SERIOUSLY TAK. I was the one who terhegeh2 kat u. So now, its all coming to an end. Ive always chased after the one's i like then i fall in love. But then? I dont know what im feeling now. To be honest, i barely feel a thing. It faded somewhere somehow. Gosh, YOU tell me. I dont know la. You sure fikir "senangnya dia buat macamtu" but dude, i mean if you knew how to treat a lady, things wont have ended up this way. And if you're not in the position to make me feel special once again, by all means just dont. We'll go our separate ways. Deal? I dont know if you read my blog or you dont. But i think you do. Ah whatever la kan, eventually i'll tell you to read it. So im done telling my part. Anything you wanna say? You know how to reach me. Sumpah i fed up, i dont know why out of all the days, today sumpah rasa macam " ermm, err, hmm, ish, tsktsktsk ". Hari ini i isytiharkan hari mengeluh although it ant good to do so, but lantak pi ah. love = battlefield, except that i dont know what were fighting for if there's no love left? Im sorry if i hurt you but this is exactly how i feel and i know you know its just that you dont wanna utter the word yet ke or ur ego tinggi gedabak ke. Okay, fine. Its your call. most of the friends i know today are "friends with benefits" only. me and you? Seriously NOT APPLICABLE.
Ooooooh, i saw a cute latino semalam, he's still a young lad la kan, budak2 lagi tu. HAHAHAHA. pedo? No im not. Just love the way he speaks and he's so tanned. Sexy sial. So yes, i got work later at 12pm. Ian promised to pick me up early. i woke up early la. cibai aku tak dapat tido lama2 sebab dia. DAH la sampai 9. Wei two friggin weeks i had no cuti on my working hours, :( nak keluar! Owh okay, and rugbybaby, you and i are meant to be history, Im sorry but many disagree on us. Plus i think you and i arent meant to be, let the past be the past. Dont relive it. Its never gonna happen again, so stop hoping. I know you're just in for fun and its kinda funny everytime you try to be sweet to me, i end up seeing you being silly. Love is just not in for us anymore. Bestfriend boleh la, thats what we were before la kan. Cuma taking chances. Hehe. :) it was a pleasure meeting you and knowing an idiot yang sangat comel but annoying kekadang. I wish you well in life tho. :) you can do it la darls. I believe in you, but u gotta take baby steps! Dont repeat the same mistakes you made before. Friends with benefits, i still WONT CONSIDER LAGI2 WITH YOU, coolios? :)
okay, i nak beli phone & lappy. Which? I asked dad to find me one, i mean a lapop la. Kalau phone memang tak ah kan. SO nak pow susah. I'll buy the phone. BB curve 8520, BB Bold 2 or e71/72/75, or 5800 EM or n97? last resort tu memang i beli n97 la but im thinking something more practical and loud. Touch screen???? DRIVING? tak best. Cannot concentrate tekan ape nanti, heheheh. I PHONE NI BANYAK PRO'S and CON's. But i think its a good technology for push emails,lagi2 those business related apps kan, but for entertainment purposes, nope. Shit phone. Hehe. dah la mahal gyla now, package and outright. Samsung omnia n n97 almost serupa la tapi lain mak bapak katakan. Support nokia la. Hahahahhahahaha. Ohhh tak sabar nak dapat gaji, shop a little then phone! if not, next year's la. january. Mandarin ke french? DILEMMA. HELP PEOPLE HELP. If susah how :( mandarin got their characters la kan. Ngo em chi tou. Sigh.
Okay lah love, i gotta bounce dulu. Anything if ya'll mahu melepets, call me celly. Mite change me number soon, but tengah cari number best :D nak register for postpaid la kot. Leceh menopup. Okay, muahmuah and take care. I mau siap2 to work and oh yes, results are out, nothing la i fail kan, bagoos. SO LEGA! Okay lah, banyak lagi nak cakap but tu la, not rajin enough at the mo'. Laters chenta ~
50 Things Girls Want Guys To Know... [ True or False ? You be the judge ]
2. Real men drive stick shift.
3. I will leave if you lie.
4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).
5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so.
6.I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear.
7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.
8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you.
9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her.
10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you.
11. I expect you to call me.
12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants.
13. I'm scared of losing my independence.
14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be.
15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the trick.
16. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. (See directly above.)
17. If I'm not having sex with you, I'm: a). having a fat day. b). not feeling "connected" to you. c). blackmailing you to get something I want.
18. Shoes determine whether you're fashionable or not.
19. I own a Debbie Gibson CD, and I'm not afraid to use it.
20. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.
21. A man I love plans the occasional fancy-schmancy dress-up date and impromptu weekend getaways, and he buys my favorite candy in advance when we're just going to the movies.
22. You look hot in hooded clothing items.
23. You should never tell me what to do.
24. If I slept over, you owe me breakfast.
25. My breasts love much licking and sucking.
26. If you ask me out directly, I will say yes.
27. I'm very impressed when you ask for my advice.
28. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.
29. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.
30. I want to be Madonna.
31. Women get urinary-tract infections easily, so watch (and wash) your fingers.
32. I'm in heaven when you hold my hand.
33. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.
34. I need to hear how you feel about me. Often. Tell me now.
35. Surprises, especially gifts for moi = more loving.
36. I want to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this.
37. If I'm not feeling loved, I will start looking....
38. Discussion of ex-gf's and ex-bf's should be avoided at all times.
39. I like it when you tell me what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself.
40. Celebrating our anniversary, even if it's only been a few months, earns major bonus points.
41. I love it when you're sweaty.
42. It's best to consult your gal pals for gift ideas.
43. A lady should always be greeted with kisses.
44. I like porn.
45. I love holding your bum in the palms of my hands.
46. Even nice girls like hushed dirty talk in public.
47. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...
48. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.
49. I remember everything about our relationship.
50. You should know all this and more with-out me telling you.
3. I will leave if you lie.
4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).
5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so.
6.I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear.
7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.
8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you.
9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her.
10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you.
11. I expect you to call me.
12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants.
13. I'm scared of losing my independence.
14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be.
15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the trick.
16. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. (See directly above.)
17. If I'm not having sex with you, I'm: a). having a fat day. b). not feeling "connected" to you. c). blackmailing you to get something I want.
18. Shoes determine whether you're fashionable or not.
19. I own a Debbie Gibson CD, and I'm not afraid to use it.
20. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.
21. A man I love plans the occasional fancy-schmancy dress-up date and impromptu weekend getaways, and he buys my favorite candy in advance when we're just going to the movies.
22. You look hot in hooded clothing items.
23. You should never tell me what to do.
24. If I slept over, you owe me breakfast.
25. My breasts love much licking and sucking.
26. If you ask me out directly, I will say yes.
27. I'm very impressed when you ask for my advice.
28. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.
29. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.
30. I want to be Madonna.
31. Women get urinary-tract infections easily, so watch (and wash) your fingers.
32. I'm in heaven when you hold my hand.
33. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.
34. I need to hear how you feel about me. Often. Tell me now.
35. Surprises, especially gifts for moi = more loving.
36. I want to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this.
37. If I'm not feeling loved, I will start looking....
38. Discussion of ex-gf's and ex-bf's should be avoided at all times.
39. I like it when you tell me what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself.
40. Celebrating our anniversary, even if it's only been a few months, earns major bonus points.
41. I love it when you're sweaty.
42. It's best to consult your gal pals for gift ideas.
43. A lady should always be greeted with kisses.
44. I like porn.
45. I love holding your bum in the palms of my hands.
46. Even nice girls like hushed dirty talk in public.
47. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...
48. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.
49. I remember everything about our relationship.
50. You should know all this and more with-out me telling you.
12 December 2009
pagi saturday ohoy !
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye.
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong.
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye.
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong.
11 December 2009
The heart tells no lies.
Here it goes.
How are friendships created;
What bonds their souls to each?
Is it sharing their deepest secrets
Or the love spoken in their speech?
How are friendships kept
Through the strain that they may face?
Is it by saying, I love you?... sometimes,
Or occasionally touching base?
How are friendships lost
When there seemed no end in sight?
By ignoring their pain and anguish,
And not sharing in their delight.
So, I pledge to you, my friend,
I'll never walk away;
I'll share the good and bad,
And beside you... I'll always stay.
And when life isnt worth it,
When the tears roll down your cheek
Just close your eyes and listen
And from a distance... youll hear me speak.
Though my words at times seem pointless,
When no answers I seem to impart
Dont listen the way you have in the past
But listen with your heart.
For the important things in life
Are invisible to your eyes;
Youll hear them in your heart
For your heart will tell no lies.
So, though I may be far away,
Too far for you to reach,
Remember Im there forever
For Ive told you in my speech.
Yet, distance never mattered
For distance will only depend
On the depth of the love I have...
And I love you dearly, my friend.
So when clouds are at their darkest
And no lining do you see
You have a friend, so close,
And that friend - my friend - is me.