Hmm.

Is your name love?
If you are, come closer.
Let me know you in and out.
Your sweet caressing smile, i never realized it.
Smile for me love, you brighten up my days with that face of yours.
That silly look on your face cheers me up like no other.
Fireworks, butterflies and heartbeat speeding like a race car.
You are the object of my desire.
From the moment i saw you,
i never thought i'd feel this way.
My oh my , shall i see you again?
Days go by and i still sit down and ponder.
Where for art thou , shakespeare once said.
Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind.
I listen as the entire world stops .
The only existing sounds are our racing hearts and trembling breaths.
his loving ways, his compassion, his strengths,
his smiles, his laugh; the very core of who he is,
Thats why i fell in love with you, more than anything.

** to be continued

4 years back; This is what i wrote.

I had a dream,A dream I never thought will ever happen
The thought of dreaming day by day is just stupid
Losing someone you love is hard to accept
Never ever take things for granted
You’ll never know how long you’ll live
So in life never hold back anything
Rage in life, grudges
Put it aside and live serenely
No grudges no wars.
Life’s a bitch,
Never know what awaits us in the future,
Fortunetellers? Believe in that and your life will turn upside down,
I’ve never experienced any, who knows it’s worth a try?
Life’s different for each individual so always trust the inner you.
I don’t know what life's called, based on my 16 year staying on earth?
What’s going on with this world?
What is going on with us?
Should find a better way to solve tribulations in life.
Men and women compete everyday for the worlds best companion if you think it is,Which is M O N E Y.
Money aint a thing in this world,Although it is important to survive
But what’s the point of having billion of dollars,
If it can’t bring you happiness?
Lack
Of
Vaginal
Exercise.
LOVE?
For some people, I bet that’s what they call love.
I dare not say a thing about love because I’m only 16.
Simply naïve and oblivious aren’t we?
I’ve always dreamt of marrying a guy who has everything
TLC, enough money, education and happiness.
But I always wonder, if I get what I want and dreamt of all this while,
Will I be happy?
Will I stay happy?
Will I ever be satisfied?
Satisfaction is never guaranteed in life.
So never believe in television ads when they say satisfaction guaranteed.
Cherubs guarding day and night for us to be safe.
May our world end in peace?
God bless the world, god bless all.
God knows what I’m actually writing
So peace out and later gangs!!!!

Ayayayyy

today? not feeling so good. queeeeeeeeezy gyla. Hmmm kenapa i also dont know. Maybe its because of the teh ice. Haiysh. I miss him and ♥ him like so the banyak!! So anyway, work was alright, just got back from desa. Was hangin out with afeeya and iqa. Hahahaa i saw him. And no la gang, i dont fell anything when i see him, i feel sick ada la, again i think it was because of the air teh ais. Or the nasi goreng ayam this afternoon. Shit i hope vin and jane tak marah me esok, i kinda have piles of work left to do, list is with me. Kinda in a rush cuz they closed the office awal. Annual christmas party going on. Changed my ML's to PM's now. Yuck, but what to do, tengah gawat. Hehe.

Nak mandi, but terasa malas seketika. Im worries because of ______. Secret, hehe HUSH HUSH. And yeah, if it does happen, I will be so effing pist at myself. God help me. Shittos, today kan i actually like had no idea why i felt energetic but lama-lama i felt like aaaah malas nya penat nya moody nya pening nya. Bau kertas ads tu, eeeeeeew. PENING AKU DIBUATNYE. I like reading magazines, but bau kertas baru tu macam cibai. Snanywoos, i'd better take a long hot shower and rest tonight. Its gonna be a long night tomorrow. Muahmuah. I love you my boonchness ;), Always had and always will.

-me.