Recently aku dah in pain mentally and emotionally thanks to some fucked up people around me. takboleh tengok orang senang ke? screw you. Must i tolerate all the shit you do or say and be like some heartless person who goes "ok, alright, takpa". Enough is ENOUGH la. Bangang betol la korang ni tau tak. Gosh. The term use abuse and refuse only stays within the enemy zone, not the friend zone. Im ticked off by some people sometimes, but if its a small deal, i'd prefer to let it be. Unless u come carik pasal dengan i, bringggg it onnn bitchhhh!!!
By the way 49938, its done, you're gone. Busy sangat sampai takboleh nak reply my text saying you're busy? Slept at the bus station? So... im supposed to go pick you up and all? Bullshit la ok, Bull. Dah la tu? I've never stopped caring for you because i've loved u before, but to love u as a friend now i dah malas. I made sacrifices for you sometimes and you dnt bloody have the courtesy to be nice in certain ways. What is up with you men nowadays la, annoying siot. Stop calling me and all, and btw, i aint your boo. And japanese school boy kalau baca ni, i tak tukar number pon la babe, i switched off my phone because some fucker wont stop calling and dia tak faham when i said bye, so i off phone. minta maaf yer, number tu nanti i tukar i'll inform.
Anyway, exam's around the corner. Grandma's getting better. I'm having butterflies in my tummy nowadays and i get hungry easily, mengapa oh mengapa. I cant wait to see nick, darryl and ina. I miss the times i had with them before we "grew up" haha. So penang, here i come. Free from all the fucked stress and wat not, cant wait to go take pictures and go to the beach and heehee, sunbathing ler ( although i dah separuh hitam, terimakasih uitm). So yeah, i know how i can get emo at times and all, mood swings, throwing tantrums but that all happens if i get angry je, like really really angry. Unless i if i've had it with you, then its ok.
Semalam was sooo fucked i had to rush around with my final photo assignment, thanks to echa and her nenen licker, i managed to finish up my work and phewwwh. LEGE BEB. So now, whats left is my collage and painting. OOh kenapa kan, orang suka salah tafsir what we meant kadang2? Bengong kan. Hmmm. I feel awkward and tense. I had this dinner in uni yesterday, but i didnt go. Supposed to go to penang yesterday and drive up gi sana, tapi takpe ah. pagi buta mulia ini akan ku pergi bersama member ku, mama ku, cousin ku dan... ishh boleh jumpa ajimmmm gems kat sana. Whahahaha. cant wait to see him so i could whack the shit outta him for calling me bulat all the time.
My mom said i should get a Caucasian dude. After watching forgetting sarah marshall, i cam teruja and i wanna find a hawaiian dude. HAHAHAHA. Myra kata nak hunt em bwb's ! Myra, i've found my bwb's but i dont think you'd approve any of them. they're not just bwb, but bwbH hahahahahaha. seriously not joking. Babyyyyyyy balik leeee cepat i cant wait for july dahhh tauuuuu. Makesure u come down to shah alam and come see me!! if not i piuutttttt u lama-lama. Ajijahhhhhhhhhhh kenape kau online jap je ngan aku dowwwwwww. Whats up with you woman, i miss you kissmiss! Gosh, if only you and myra ada, i think my days will be so much better. When you girls come back, pls la say we'll go jolly. PLS.
Woohooooo may nak dekat, ma birthdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :D nak presents banyak2 although its ridiculous cuz im 21 kan. But nak jugak! hahahaha. Oooooh ada handbag guess hijau ni lawa gak ah, although its green. Then..... apa lagi heh. My mom gave me a pre bday dah, slr. Cis takleh mintak leebeh ahh, nak pow ian ape. HAaaaaaaaa, since i dah lama tak minum and clubbing ( siiigggghhhh ) he can open le bottle~ while we shake ur bonbons on the danceflooowwww~ I am currently loving the song kiss me thru the phone by soulja boy :D best kooooooot!! heheh So im gonna pack now. coming back esok so, woooo then next week cuti yang tak cuti sangat, get my assignments done and sketches semua semua!!!!! ooooohhhh faaaaaaaaaakkkkk. psychobabbling myself to happiness. ahahahha. Okayyyyyyyy i love you me bloggie. muahmuahmuah. Jijah and ameba, you girls are my number one chiclets! hehe. bye!!
