4 more post and i'll have 200 posts. Gile babs. So anyway semalam instead of lepaking outside with em, i slept on the bed, senget pulak tu, masuk2 mama bising cakap apsal tdo senget, laptop apsal tak off, blablablabla. I was on the bed for about 5 minutes then zzzzzzzzz. Oh well, ni ian la never off the laptop pas guna. Ni na marah ni. cousin kept callin me for directions semalam, hope she found the place ah. Danau ada apa dow. da la ramai orang time cenni. Sigh.
Today sepatutnya pergi ke port dickson. ahhaha. Why dicky whyy. hahaha. So yeah, i was supposed to go but then again waiting for colin to confirm balik, one day trip. PD ada apa leh? Takda apa ma! Haiyaaa. Hari ini ku rasakan seperti hari yang gloomy, mengapa? Mengapa? Hmm. I dont like this feeling. I gotta keep myself occupied dow. Iqaaa mengapaa kau poie arini, ko balik kang jumpe aku straight. THIS IS AN ORDER. chewah. I know u laf me. Muahs.
Frustrating to know kan, we dont get what we need, but usually we always get what we want. I'd prefer need than want. but again, a mixture of both la kan. Some of my friends dah siap booking dah maw clubbing after raya, korang ni, kalau bulan puasa was everyday hahha. The clubs might just go outta business! I'm downloading movies since i cant go watch, bukan cant. Dah lambat time i nak tengok movie and all, besides aritu takut i tertido in the cinema then nanti you mesti cam "siot tol minah ni, aku bawak tgk movie dia tdo lak". So alamatnya, pergi masa i am still wide awake and fresh :) and when im free FREE.
When shall i start doin my work. 1st? 2nd? ummm. Da nak dekat october da siot. Soon habis tahun ni 2010. 10 more years mahathir, 2020 in the house yaaw! I wish i could warp through time and go back to when things were so clean and pure and nice. Before puberty kicked in ah preferably sebab the pad tampon apa segala haram wanita empunya necessities. Rumit la growing old ni. Sigh. Wakluuuu. Lu call wa pagi tadi wa mamai lu marah wa pastu lu hung up wa call balik lu tanya wa soalan bodo ofcourse wa bingit. Lu pandai betol la main api, wa ta suka la lu ceni. Lu cakap lu tanak kawan kan, ok ah tayahh. Wa tak mati la kalau lu takda, lu tak jumpa lepak apa smua wa ok je, lu gi mams jao2 la kalau nak buat attitude ini macam. I dont have time and patience to tolerate you, not anymore. Okay? Mwahx.
I dont know whats next. We'll see where the wind blows~ bak kata all american rejects. I cant describe how i feel anymore dah because its at the ___________________---------___---__ haaa cmtu ah dia. But it never goes ^^^^^^**********''''''''''''''''''''''. smua selevel ja. I cannot reach that peak yet lah, its something wrong with my <3 meter kot. Fixing! Oooh ada la sorang mamat poyo ni kan, dua orang pulak tu. dua dua dok potpet pasal how much cash they have, wht they have, what they'd buy. sorg muda, sorang tua. And ada hati cakap "siapa jadi gf aku, tak kesah ah aku bawak dia gi shopping kat lv, gucci and prada and for me hermes saja". Dude, kau banyak mana duit, kena kena ke buat statement centu? And yet you complain on not having a gf. Sebab perangai kau kot. And the other one, stop being a spoiled brat la asshole. Gi sembahyang pakai selipar biasa sudey, simpan selipar maahal dalam kete. Dont fuss about it. Both of ya'll should be siblings. Ngam seyh. Ish.
Sorry i cuma geram sebentar. bukan sebab aapa, banyak je kawan i yang modest and humble and lek je walaupun kaya gila babeng. Tak pernah aku jumpa species cam dorang. Mutasi infestasi haha. Its their parent's money anyway, and as for the other one, kau keje but still cara kau show off as if you're one of the Trump's wei. Hahahaha. Get real. Omg apsal aku ni emosi tak habis-habis ni. Period, are you doing this to me?? :( . Wahai orang orang di kuala lumpur, PJ, Selangor dan whoever di lembah kelang, If you guys are gonna be around, calling for some chill sessions kay. Almaklumlah during raaya first few days kan tak ramai orang.
To all my malay muslim friends, Selamat hari raya aidilfitri, Would like to mohon maaf dari hujung kaki hingga hujung rambut and i hope if there's any harsh remarks, pain ive caused, Im sorry from the bottom of my heart, Ampunkan dosaku jugak. Raya ni kita Seri la. Dah tak da dah marah2, dendam2 ni. cun? ok sayaaang korang.
Ps* fix yourself before its too late. pls.
