sometimes people can be soooo good at pretending and yeah, i think i dealt with that like, last year. just not over it yet because the fact it happened like "in yo face" kinda way kan. I am so tired. I had classes from 8-1o then 2-5 then had squash till 7 then 10-1130 had futsal, then poof cocok langit lak,and all this happened semalam. I wore a simple top and yes thank god i pakai flats. i think i want to resize my boobs because theyre annoyingly big. I tak suka la kan because i know it causes unwanted attractions. ishh. so eaaa, semalam was sober club hopping. borneo? dodgy laa the band, hari2 main lagu sama je coz one of my friend's friend works there. so yeah, saje melepet sana. pfft. i haf so much to do, and now im contemplating to balik damansara ke tak. dah la korang puase lepas ni, kalau aku terasa na makan cene. sapa la nak lepak dengan aku nanti, i dont mind fasting together but still, 'its just one of those days". ehhe.
Aaaaa, i nak ckp apa lagi. Oh yea, ignorance is a bliss and i think you're starting to believe that which i think is good. its better if we be that way kan? Sigh. I dont know ah, i myself think being in an open relationship is better than to be stucked with a commitment that youre unsure of. but then again, why bother being in an open relationship when what u do to others is just the same as what u do for your significant other? i think thats just wrong la kan. Setakat scandal ke, kekasih separuh masa, just be single and go mingle around dow.
Slept at 730 kot, ke 6? i tak ingat r. anyhu, i was talkin to fidose and sorry dow i fell asleep la dude. I slept with my fingers on the keyboard. I bangun2 tengok ade QWDSFDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ahhaahaha wtf right. just too tired. and dehydrated gylaa babs. so the banyakkkk hunks smalam dow, but smua cak kimak je perangai. Guys at clubs? Nehi nehi mujkoooo nehi. Mereka adalah jenis kekasih separuh masa dan mungkin separuh bogel if you know what i mean ;) hahaha.
Makkk aiiiihhhhhhh i dah ngantok gyla ni. weekends i will be spamming shah alam. Mummyyy bring me food ke apa ke, anak kesayangan u ni dah hampir pokai. sedih nii. im gonna rest first and sleep ke whatever, its my time to shine bak kate shasha. ahahhaha. esok puasa yay! malam ni to go out or not to go out. Hmmmm. PUZZLED. Takpe la, whatever it is, saya mau zzzzzz dulu, anything you folks hit me on ma telefon bersel ye. ahahha.
xoxo,
i love me.
