Seriously its been a while, first and foremost, hello bitches and dicks. Okie. Im sorry for not writing/blogging and all that shit. So much has been happening lately and it annoys the shit out of me. Where to start? I dono la lemme jump from a-z or c to h or a z to c?
ooooh selamat membaca dan mendengar rintihan and peluhan jari jemariku ini. well so much had happened i dont know where to start. Lets see, backstabbing, two faced, lies and all that shit tu perlu di brought up ke? Naaa, guys will always be guys and girls will always be girls. Takyah la sangat kay nak drama, pening kepala. Pada pihak berkenaan, jika i choose not to be close it was for a god damn good reason and i think its a mutual understanding of why i decided to do so lah ok.
rayban text aku semalam. aku baru nak bermastautin tidoo la kan dalam mimpi tetibe "where did my baby go" dendangan john legendku, lalu i bukak la. bace dia cakap sorry pe lancau pe lancau blablabla. ok, diterima, ampun maaf diterima wahai rayban, but u know for me to lupakan, its gonna take quite some time. damn wei, fix yo self. dontcha eva come to me selagi kau tak betul ! Plumb kata, god will take care of you. I hope someone ke apa ke take care of u lah kan, memandang kau ni memang dah ada free pass to hell. ishhh. kau ni betol la. whatever tahap dewi. A month later u texted me again saying ur sick. Heh? SERIOUSLY? Pfft. Setakat nak bagitau i ur sick, ok fine, selagi kau tak mati, tak payah nak gain my sympathy ok? Nah la secebis sympathy ku padamu. Thank you and fuck you.
I nak cakap ni, so many thing has happened. I dont know where to start la kan. My drunken escapades, is increasing. Discipline for my work, decreasing. What happened to dellany? Fuhh god knows wei. I mean seriously, whats wrong with enjoying what we do right? Enjoy ade limit la kan, out of all the friggin people in this world, we as an individual should know the do's and dont's better. Saya dapat bunga dari someone :) Thank you. I feel so flattered that i cried. Although its kinda weird how we met and yeah, the flower was just enough to make me go " AWWWWWW SWEETNYE KAU =) ". BUT kan, i know you dont understand me at ALL. I mean seriously u macam faham tu faham, but the way you put things as if u want me to choose between work and u. Obviously i'd choose work over u. Takyah cakap la kan. YOU dont bloody get me. How am i suppose to ever click with u? U tell me. IM TIRED of being the one whos always saying sorry. tolong la faham kan. Lantak la apa nak jadi. I put my white flag up in preserving the friendship. suka hati u a, i rasa cam dah penat la k? You keep on saying things which hurts me alot. I say it too, but i always have my apologies. You? Haihhhh.
Perghh exam dah nak dekat siot. I need my cocopuffs and puffdaddy hahaha, help me meditate through the nightt. So crazy la CTU aku nak bace mende. Pastu cam haram k. Ni nak ceerittaaaa, i was at the traffic light, and i saw aa. Well twas like his car la kan, terbaik sebelah sana je la kan. Style dowh. I just smiled and giggled. Teringat zaman boodo dulu la kan dell. hahaha. Oh well just so u know, U were a great guy, please change to be a better person. Im sorry were not friends now, but i really hope you can make the girl in ur life now happier than i was before. Loved u once, ;) still care for u but this time as a friend.
So, the next thing in mind, ade la sorang ni konon confess dia suka la and shits, but u confessed from a-z. You know how i hate womanizers and how i oppose on their wrongdoings and shit kan. WTF. Kau tak fikir betul2 ke about things like that? Damn wei. I hilang la respect to people like u, serious dowh. Cannot bla. So tu takpa, abt u sleeping with a shemale before made me wonder like , wht the hell was on ur mind. Sodomized by a man. or Sodomizing a man. GOODNESS me. GELI GELI & GELI. I think i can accept it la I THINK. but the fact what u used to do, boy u sure lost my trust that you gained along the way and i dont know if i can ever accept it. I taknak ambil port dah kan. So que serra serra, whatever will be, will be.
I tak faham la dunia ni kekadang. RUMIT. so its like so menyusahkan and u know that i know things arent goin so good now, and i hope for things to be okay soon lah. Hope my exam goes well, and this is the update in sinopsis nye style la kan sebab pjg sgt n detailed sgt nk cerita ni. So here it is, much love xoxo and take care bloggy. Readers dont be hatin'. This is my post, my blog, tak suka? Siapa suruh baca. Kau terasa? Ada aku kesah? No. :) have a nice day!
Xoxo.
Dell.
