Sometimes people can be so menjengkelkan and sangat stupid, this i refer to myself yang i baru sedar. All this while, what i had, my feelings for someone who i called love was just all fake and pretend and tah, palsu ahhh. You know what, thanks for nothing. I dont know what was your intentions may it be good or bad, maybe i was a mistake to you. A big one. So anyway, youre crazy, and im stupid. I did a mistake yang sangat besar, letting myself fall in for your sweet nothings, i wasnt all paranoid over you, ntah la kan, some secrets are unfolding themselves and now everything makes sense to me. I was just a phase to you. But you know what, i dont care.
Yes, looks can be deceiving. Kalau you tgh baca blog ni, jangan terasa okay. My blog, my thoughts, my words. :) so, all this while i was the Laundromat and i know blaming myself aint getting no where because i tak bersalah, and i did not do anything wrong, like seriously wei. Sape2 dalam my situation pun akan freak out to the way you behave okay. maybe this happened coz of obligations ke apa tapi i sumpah la if its because of a third party, youre such a fucker and the biggest good for nothing mofo. Mesti you pernah Stereotype me like the girls you had kan? If you did, wow.. standards i low gile ke apa. If you ada a new girlfriend, good for you. Semoga bahagia, and i tumpang gembira. Kalau i wanted to do things behind you, i'd do it long time ago la. So cut the crap, you said you wanted to be friends kan? Not making an effort at all ke u menyampah ke meluat ke busy ke whatever your reasons are, takpayah la nak jadi kawan kalau tak nak okay? I dont like to be pulled around like some rag doll. Another time and place perhaps if we still remember each other. kau pon dah kahwin time tu so, bagus la. i tried to be your friend, let you go. its what you wanted, so fine la, i nak terhegeh hegeh kat you macam hina je diri i ni like im so pathetic.
Betul apa yang u said its tough for us to be together but nothing is impossible. All the reasons that i got from you, i dont know lah. Been there, heard that? This thing actually cuma nak tak nak. So you taknak, what the hell why should i even give a damn trying. Youre not a part of my life anymore and betul kata someone, my happiness used to be you, but i can be happy even without you. Im sad, but somehow glad its done so you takyah fikir panjang, kusut kepala otak and apape pasal "US" anymore dah. Bagus kan, see how i make your life easier? satu benda je la, i nak kasi barang i beli for you on valentines day. Kalau u tak nak jumpa, i'll drop it off someplace ke ask someone to kasi u the barang. I dont know. Goodbye for good ke goodbye forever ke lantak, all i know is may god bless you and good luck in life lah kay. I dont hate you, so jangan salah faham k. I just wanna get things cleared once and for all. If you wanna go, just go. You asked me to go, so therefore, Im gonna be gone after this. You take care kay? bye stranger. In some way, thanks for everything youve given me and thought me, some things werent great and some was like WTF but, i'll remember the times we had and all :) cheers!
