murka.

Sangat pist off with em siblings. fuckersssssss, kalau takle tu takle je la takyah nak maki hamun prangai cam budak kecik je walaupun dah tua, is it always like that!? GOSH. Uni is such a bitch, parking dah xle masuk ikut depan, naik bas gak. fucker kan? yes. period aku hari kedua sangat palat. ouchness merata. urgh what else can go wrong!? ooh but mommy beli i slr nikon d60 je. I want the tripod hahaha nanti bole amek family portrait. HAHA. I also did some DIY therapy for my kusut soul right now, and it felt superb. Another week in shah alam, aaaaaaaaa can i ever survive it!?? CAN I?? can laa ;) janji mosk ade rock je la. Lets just say i think im about to be sick, again. This year suey ah, seriously bengong nak mampos. But anyway, look on the bright side ( sperti biasa dong ) of life. Paaalat period ku sakit. Will be driving the kancheeel to shah alam tonight, takut lak. Hahaha lama tak bawak manual. Hahaha nanti ade je terdrift! chwah. Im off to do ma work now yang banyak nak mampos bertimbun oh shnitzels, and hoping that money falls from the sky a.s.a.p lah, aku sangatlah teramat pokai hanya abang aku yng tak bergune tu tau. Hampehhh. So long , farewell, toodledoos~

gelikihustred. Ha campo banyak2 ayat2 ni la u dapat..

Youre complicating my mind. my thoughts are disturbed. tergantung jalan cite and i duno u nak ape sebenarnye. pening gak la kan. Mana aci dow. I feel restless every night now, u said you wanna see me, not now. When? Were friends already, and i accept it. You asked for this and now u cant even see me as a friend? Apa niii. Come on, whats done is done, you and i know so well. Btw, the facebook message that you didnt read or dont bother tu, was written a few days after the break up. So i was still hoping for something. But now i realized, you and i arent meant to be. I just felt we left things bitter. Like, tergantung u know. Once and for all just settle things for good, you go your way, i go mine. Tu saja. Its hard, but this is a decision in life whr everyone has to make. Good things need sacrifice right? I faham, so please dont give me the reason youre not ready, takkan bila u dah kahwin baru u nak jumpa i. Memang tak ah. So tolong la faham that, i ni dah anggap us as kawan, just like you wanted. You said it yourself you still wanna be friends. But if u keep on avoiding me, sampai bila je la u nak lari dari i. Dah2, its really up to you, your decision. Dont regret whatever decision you make lah k. But if you dont wanna see me at all, i tak tau la apa nak cakap kan, maybe im messed up, aint got no $, bitchy, fugly towards you ke apa, its up to you to think apapa k? you can think for yourself. If youve found someone new, good for you. Were already going our separate ways now, it aint easy but you know what, the pain im feeling is more than any word can describe. If you rasa sakit, i feel it too. Maybe more than what you're feeling if you feel anything lah kan. I refuse to accept the reason of not ready and whatnot, youre old enough to handle your feelings. you confuse me and i dont understand you because you never let me do so ;)

Agenda seterusnye,

Today, karaoke was weirdly good and man u macam kimak je main, fukkkk fukkk fukkkk. fuck liverpool!!!! tak best langsung. 4 - 1? Sangat what the fuck. Ronaldo main cam palat today, tapi takpa cintaku lockdown untukmu. Haha. fuck la main cam kimakkkkkk je man u arini. Ape kess!? Dah la i owe someone a bet, mati la i. Haihhh. So i gave mr smileyface a song to listen to when he misses me, bole lak dia kasi lagu seram kat aku, kawan apo macam tu la jang!? ahahhaa. Well today was exiting, long time no hear from a long lost friend of mine. Banyak gak merepek ah tapi style dengar org sambil melayang sorang2. shittostititos, got lotsa work to be done pagi niii, will be changing mode to be set to workaholic and zzzzzz soon. Please la daddy bank in my money as i selaku anakmu, sangat the broke right now. I need to sleep foshiznitz, mata dah stone habis dah ni hahahaha oh mosk and mary, thanks guys. well then, goooooooooooooooodnight malaysia tadi and goodmorning maaalaysia noww ;).