just gonna stand there and watch me burn , thats alright because i like the way it hurts .
just gonna stand there and hear me cry , thats alright because i love the way you lie .
i love the way you lie .
thank you .
29 September 2010
26 September 2010
22 September 2010
things ive been up to .
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring?
Does one made out of a flower count as one ? Hahhaha .
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
3 years and a half and yes i cherish it.
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
a pillow, handbag... i think thats it.
4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
so many times.
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Hehehe what kinda workout ;)
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
i have no idea. it finishes macam tu je. ciggy, fuel , tol, leisure and shopping?
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
ice cream..
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
haha the smell & size ( jengjengjeng what size )
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
faber drive - when im with you and one more pls?? pilate - alright.
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
sri damansara.
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
smk seri hartamas 2001-2005.
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
maxis.
13. FAVORITE MALL :
OU , curve, sg wang , Pavvy .
14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
waitressing and receptionist.
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
Not anymore.
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
only when im dead bored and when i feel like it.
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
my bestfriends engagement laaa.
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
myra aza iqa memew!!
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
9th or 8th september, as for aza... her engagement??
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
Kfc or BK or Mckey Deees.
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
" Ada hikmah kenapa i buat semua ni ", " Phone i habis battery, but i cant call out.. (huh)". "Shes just a friend".
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
anywhere will do x)
24. CAN YOU COOK?
ofcourselah can!
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
my baby kancil yo!
26. BEST KISSER:
hmmm.. hehe ask my tongue!
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
Tuesday ?
28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
something yang too spicy and hot.. makes my air mata terkeluar and cherryberry please!!
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
I LOVE eeverything about myself.
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Hmmm, takda kowt. ouhh my fats!
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
7:30am till 2am.
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Anything from horror to chick flicks to humor to..action?
34. CAN YOU SING?
can kot? HAHAHA.
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
umm.. i cant remember..
36. LAST KISS?
Mmmemew.
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
gsc sudeyh~
38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
my house keys, phone & cash!
39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
Any beach or 4 season country!
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
laptop!
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
pablo fransisco, russell peters.
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
roxy!
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
Depends, less clothes ade la.
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
my teddy and bantal and....
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
they could work if there's honesty and trust and love and desire.
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
once or twice.
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes!!
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
i love coffee but it makes my tummy go *!!@#%$*.
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled!!
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
apakah!? Sometimes..
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
memew.
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Mariaaa mariaaam~
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
haha..xnk yang tu.
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
8 !
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
tank top and shorts.
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
hey lucky lukcy i'll do you like a truck !
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
blueberry!
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
yeap..
63. CAN YOU SWIM?
can can.
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
pistachio and strawberry and pure vanillaaaaa !
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
no.
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
im weird.
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
yeap.
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON
fall and spring
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
my mom.
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
8 something.
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
snow.
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
Cant remember, but it was for parking "illegally"..
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
glitter and goldy. Gold fish and a guppy
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
overrated.
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
work work work.
78. BIRTHDATE ??
4 may 1988
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
myself ah..someone who's rich enough to afford a good life and have good moral values..
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
yess.
87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
naaa.
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW ??
awwhh SANGAT SANGAT LELENGAU!!
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
hawaii & paris.
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
nope.
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
i guess.
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
hasrat and fernando, does memew counts ?
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
blue, black.
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
nonono.
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
naaa.
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
naa.
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER ?
brothers.
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:
nope.
101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
:) very much indeed.
102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yeaa. best! i love the smell of sick people.
103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
A ah =(.
104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
bracelet, ring!
105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
shower and have dinner and assignment and sleep ?
Does one made out of a flower count as one ? Hahhaha .
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
3 years and a half and yes i cherish it.
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
a pillow, handbag... i think thats it.
4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
so many times.
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Hehehe what kinda workout ;)
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
i have no idea. it finishes macam tu je. ciggy, fuel , tol, leisure and shopping?
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
ice cream..
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
haha the smell & size ( jengjengjeng what size )
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
faber drive - when im with you and one more pls?? pilate - alright.
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
sri damansara.
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
smk seri hartamas 2001-2005.
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
maxis.
13. FAVORITE MALL :
OU , curve, sg wang , Pavvy .
14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
waitressing and receptionist.
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
Not anymore.
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
only when im dead bored and when i feel like it.
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
my bestfriends engagement laaa.
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
myra aza iqa memew!!
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
9th or 8th september, as for aza... her engagement??
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
Kfc or BK or Mckey Deees.
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
" Ada hikmah kenapa i buat semua ni ", " Phone i habis battery, but i cant call out.. (huh)". "Shes just a friend".
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
anywhere will do x)
24. CAN YOU COOK?
ofcourselah can!
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
my baby kancil yo!
26. BEST KISSER:
hmmm.. hehe ask my tongue!
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
Tuesday ?
28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
something yang too spicy and hot.. makes my air mata terkeluar and cherryberry please!!
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
I LOVE eeverything about myself.
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Hmmm, takda kowt. ouhh my fats!
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
7:30am till 2am.
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Anything from horror to chick flicks to humor to..action?
34. CAN YOU SING?
can kot? HAHAHA.
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
umm.. i cant remember..
36. LAST KISS?
Mmmemew.
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
gsc sudeyh~
38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
my house keys, phone & cash!
39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
Any beach or 4 season country!
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
laptop!
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
pablo fransisco, russell peters.
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
roxy!
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
Depends, less clothes ade la.
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
my teddy and bantal and....
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
they could work if there's honesty and trust and love and desire.
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
once or twice.
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes!!
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
i love coffee but it makes my tummy go *!!@#%$*.
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled!!
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
apakah!? Sometimes..
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
memew.
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Mariaaa mariaaam~
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
haha..xnk yang tu.
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
8 !
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
tank top and shorts.
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
hey lucky lukcy i'll do you like a truck !
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
blueberry!
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
yeap..
63. CAN YOU SWIM?
can can.
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
pistachio and strawberry and pure vanillaaaaa !
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
no.
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
im weird.
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
yeap.
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON
fall and spring
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
my mom.
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
8 something.
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
snow.
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
Cant remember, but it was for parking "illegally"..
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
glitter and goldy. Gold fish and a guppy
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
overrated.
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
work work work.
78. BIRTHDATE ??
4 may 1988
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
myself ah..someone who's rich enough to afford a good life and have good moral values..
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
yess.
87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
naaa.
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW ??
awwhh SANGAT SANGAT LELENGAU!!
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
hawaii & paris.
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
nope.
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
i guess.
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
hasrat and fernando, does memew counts ?
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
blue, black.
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
nonono.
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
naaa.
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
naa.
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER ?
brothers.
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:
nope.
101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
:) very much indeed.
102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yeaa. best! i love the smell of sick people.
103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
A ah =(.
104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
bracelet, ring!
105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
shower and have dinner and assignment and sleep ?
tick tick tick me off !
morning rush . whenever u come crashing thru my door , i get this sudden urge of anger which i feel like taking a sledge hammer straight to you head . can ? No i simply cant . Why ? Because for some reason you brought me to life , i'm thankful , please be gentle the next time you try to come in to me room . HEADACHE KOT . potong steam aku nak tidur ada la ow . cibai .
Morning curses, selamat pagi malaysia ! Lotsa shit to do this week . Hence, laziness please stay the fuck away from me . Where did my rajin go ? :( berry berry danjaras ~
Well there you have it , latest update on me. Now i'm off to pulun kerja'in. Mwah, tons of love!
Morning curses, selamat pagi malaysia ! Lotsa shit to do this week . Hence, laziness please stay the fuck away from me . Where did my rajin go ? :( berry berry danjaras ~
Somehow my shawwwtyyy made my day :)
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My princess @ lady gago ;))  |
xxxx
21 September 2010
foolsday.
turns to the left and right up and down .
silence .
difference between solitude and loneliness is that one choose to be alone to feel relaxed and find peace and tranquility. Lonely is when you feel neglected although you're in love.
Shit . I hate to feel this way . Blagh . Ok toilet calling .
xx,
blagh again.
silence .
difference between solitude and loneliness is that one choose to be alone to feel relaxed and find peace and tranquility. Lonely is when you feel neglected although you're in love.
Shit . I hate to feel this way . Blagh . Ok toilet calling .
xx,
blagh again.
20 September 2010
Full time romeo and not so juliet .
Despite all the melodramatic moments i've had with you i still sayang you right ? You ar, sure know how to step on my accelerator la . Dowan to friend u la . Oklabye =P . heheh mwahmwah <3 you ma shawwty .  My bedah bercelahcelah. |
gumpalan 2 days .
18 sepsep.
Awesome , I have not been active lately on my post so here it goes. “ Oooh heaven is a place on earth “. Currently stucked on mi mind . Shyte . Bad song to start off with . Anyway, there was no wireless at work today so I was dead bored , I had to like, err blog this in ms.Word first then on my blog. Copy paste je pun tapi tu la . LECEH.
So like yeah, I miss hanging out with my bitches and hoes and it’s been a while since ive last done anything interesting and I wonder why the fun stopped. Is It because I’ve grown older or maybe I got fond of this hoohaa life of mine . I mean seriously , the fun never stops till you die right ?
Life seems pretty much at a slow pace now, and yes, I have a new official boyfriend who is spoiled and very strict with his yes’s and no’s. Hence , I love him to bits n pieces lahhh . Though it’s going to be a pain in the ass as we walk in this love-alley of ours, I realized that little things start to test our trust and stability towards each other. I hope it was just a mere “text” from your past. I cannot bare another heartbreak. Aaah , it’ll be sad if I turned out to be a lesbo someday innit ? Heck , as long as I can still tolerate men, I’d second dicks to pussies. Thought of going both ways before , well… I guess I’ll settle for what I can get la right ? If there’s a will to it , then hell yeah there’s obviously a way. I admit I got trust issues with you, and stop saying I’ll find another douchebag. One enough la, lagi mau pakai lebih kenapa? Disposable undies is it ? Or do you intend to find another? Boy don’t send me confused signs here, it aint cool. You and I know were both far and very capable of turning this beautiful situation into a bad ass nightmare. So lets just love each other minus the lies and ego please? Can ah ? Promise I wont ask for any present. Free kot ni. ;) mwah I love you baby.
I didn’t submit my assignment, which will probably cost me a total loss this semester, dayumn. No worries. Now my mind is in trance as I watch these hooligans pay and complain about their bills. Tiba-tiba a shebitch wanted to speak to me on the phone. Oh, how nice. Now im doing customer service too? Sigh, it goes something like this ~~
Me: Yes miss, how can I assist you ( senyum lagi ni)
Shitch: Yes , hold on,** as the nice lady passes her friend who was on the line **.” YES HELLO why do I owe maxis and why is my phone barred.
Me: You cleared your outstanding already, but since you’ve used above the credit limit , that’s why they barred your line miss.
Shitch: But I paid everything already……….*raise her voice*
Me: Yes I know, your payment was for your outstanding, you reached above the credit limit miss.
Shitch: No you don’t understand, how can maxis simply bar me from using my mobile, im overseas, I want to disconnect and terminate all maxis services, lousy blablablablabla kokokokokokokokkkkkkkk talk cock.
Me: :D OK MISS, THANK YOU . HOW MUCH WOULD YOU LIKE TO PAY.
Shitch: I don’t wanna pay extra, 600. I’m comin back to kl soon. Then im disconnecting the line. Pass the phone to my friend please. Maxis is ridiculous.
Me: *senyum and rasa nak hempas the bb.* Okay, thank you miss, sorry for the inconvenience caused.
Actually la aunty, you don’t get the procedure la ok, lebih your credit limit so, DUUH. Ofcourse your phone got barred. Simple. Next time , don’t just use. LEARN TO CHECK YOUR BILLS. Don’t be so ignorant. Sheesh, bongkak habis gua ckp luuuu, raasa nak bagi makan taik sebijik je tadi kan. Man I wish someone actually shit-ted in your mouth before you even talk shit to me.
Next agenda, you old men out there need to stop preying on teens like me man. It aint cool when you wink and promise to come back down to see me. ESPECIALLY IF WE WORKED AT THE BLOODY SAME BUILDING. Abit stupid right & gross ok. Like total ewwness. Please la oldiclocks, behave. I aint old , do I look old to uols ? Touching mak, nok ! Sigh but I think I’m bigger la kot . That’s why kan, alamucks dah la my boyfriend ni pendek, kecik . I pulak tinggi besar. How la ? Not a matchmade in heaven la I suppose. Emmm . Okay next up, I wanna go for a holiday to koh samui ! yeah baby island in the sun~ or any bloody pulau for all I care. Getaway, then next up masa kerja nanti, I wanna keep my cash and flood it all on euro trip !! :D Awesomeness ! Who’s in ? Tunggu la aku kumpul duit or something. I plan to go with my poleyoleysmalley and perhaps a few close friends of mine would be great right ? :D soon soon. Kumpul duit dulu Dellany may. Kan kan kan?
Today I had a funny tasting nasi lemak with keropok thingy2, pastu I bedal pisang besar which looked like a huge ass yellow xixk. HAHAHAHAH. But damn, sedap la sial makan pisang . My favourite, and now I am blessed with a stomach ache and confirm lepas ni licin saja perjalanan. Arab season around the corner and yes, gelak skit “nakkkhh, hihihihihi”. Lol . Russell peters ni, nasib tak kena bomb dow. Maybe this shit in my usus is making me feel like I wanna dance it out. I feel like dancing at the mo, poke or not to poke ? ekkkkkkkk. Cannot ! ;((
19 sepsep
Fark , harini aku admit , kerja aku selain kerja maxis , makan makan and makan . I had indomee for brunch , ice cream for tea and bread for dinner . Now supper? Mushroom soup. Damn woman. Tapi aku takde la melahap tahap maximum maa? So ok right , went on the scale this morning, it went down. Yikes , and my jeans got a little too susut . :( more money to shop for new clothes please, thanks pa. Ouhh today I just feel a little too appreciated, by others that is.
An old man, paid his bills , then started comin down to my workplace more often, then I don’t know whether he was doing it on purpose or not but he winked and OMFG. I feel so old when he did that. WRONG DESIRE OLD MAN, WRONG DESIRES !! Bagitau bini kau nanti kang, padan muka. Eww. Horror la nok, I thank you for the TLC you provide me, but seriously, someone has to agree with me that if an older guy winks/flirts with you is just plain pedo~. Innit ? Urgh.
A Korean girl insist on doing her “youth” plan masa nak closing, tak faham bahasa perhaps, I wasn’t being rude but once were doing closing then it means closed la. WTF right. Haiyo. Apa la. ANNOYING. I guess I can die of depression in that company I worked with till now. Sebab duduk menelan terjahan customers yang so fuckin rude and impatient. Damn ya’ll need to learn some respect la ok. Sheesh. Apakan daya, bila kaya gila, sombong dan bongkak mula menguasai mereka. Be humble je la bole ?
I don’t know what I should feel anymore la , lately been doin things without feelings. Damn dangerous wei considering the consequences I’d have to face later on la kan. Nothing big la cite dia tapi kan, I mean yeah u get my point, doing something without passion is just not cool la. Someone question and quoted if you love someone, try to give them the trust u have. How to trust eventhough youre madly inlove when small things start to open bit by bit, thus making you feel like a goof and a big time fool. Right ? Aiyayay. Bad quote. I second que serra serra, so amen. OOHAAAAAAA.
Pergh dah la kan start balik classes. Can I actually wake up for classes thats in the morning ? SERIOUSLY!? The wrath of lady cant-niAGA, Umm Mr Ronnies, En Sabby , Pn ainhoons. THOSE PEOPLE DRIVE ME NUTS. Hayoyoooooo kadavalei. Okla, I think I wrote too much it feels like a bloody essay or term paper already. Goodnight lovely people of the world and godbless everyone. The bed is moaning my name. Im getting eyegasms already. Muahx!
Much love and hate,
Me.