18 October 2009

mmm.

Okay here's my update darlin. I have not been myself lately. I do not have bipolar disorder, no. But then again feels like i need surgical mask, gloves and all to fix this woman! Been emotionally wrecked for a few days and im so bored and sick with all this workload and deadlines. Boleh mati dengan deadlines ni. Been a few lec's asking about me. Soon to see my KP kot. What reasons must i provide to them? Think bullshit,lies, deceit, crap and nonsense lagi dell think!! Ohhh bosan dan penat dan semualaaa. Tak sabar nak habis sem and yes, LONG hols. Pulau trip anyone? Perhaps somewhere to unwind la kan. Been a while since i lepak like sampai k.o wit my gurls in the cluuuuuub. Hahaha. Masa menjalang sudah habis. How? Must jalang all the way lepas ni, bila sem baru start, kalau i ada lagi ar due to some complications now. If ada, ada la. Takde takpe. Pfft. So yea, I was suppose to submit most of my work to cik ryhan for photo and my illstrater kerja ni. No one else can help kecuali myself so what choice do i have lah kan. Mari membuta sambil mengaplikasikan mood ini kedalam mood dan routine harian. Haha. KALAU DAPAT AH. Oh and sayang im sorry for not texting you or calling, was because i am super effing busy and i selalu lupa bawak phoone around. DELLANY MAY TAK BAWAK PHONE?! Yes, a new habbit. I dont know la. Malas lak. But nanti balik, ha ade la message from mama and ian and other people asking "wei, where the fcuk is u" hahahaha. " I is not here, why is u lookin2 for me?". Damn my english is so bad now, i feel like im not english educated at all. I used to be so poetic, hopelessly romantic, sappy, blob-like hearted person. Now? I think still la kan, but cam tah. Mengurang la kot. I shall try to compose something and, well... see la camana kay? Comment la on my not-so-jiwang-heart-poetry. :D

So this week memang kurang tido, nak tido pun dibelenggu kerja la kan wahai brain. Why la why. Get outta my mind wahai uniwork. Hahaha. I am currently loving this song, love drunk. I love it love it. :D cheers. I used to be love drunk but now im hungover, i love you forever, but now im soberrrrr~ Hahha. Lets go have yamcha sessions soon kim, iqa or whoever who wants to. Gotta get get bak kata will.i.am. There's a Will.I.AM in my class!!! Lookalike sama je muka dia like seriously. SEBIJIK SIAL. Hahaha. Heartbreaker dow. hahaha. Okay tengah bersemangat nak buat kerja ni. Muahhhh i love you forever and always.


Heyh bestfriends, i miss you two like soooo mmuuuuuuccccchhhhhhh ok. Selalu di ingatan. Rindu dan sayang. xoxo darls.
-wigga.