the current feeling .

The Man I Was With You – Jimmy Bondoc

SWEEEEEEEEEET GILAAAAAA

listen just hear me out
yes i know we agreed
when we break up we’d never give in to this need
to admit to each other
i miss you

listen just hear my cry
no i won’t break my word
if i do say i miss you it would never be heard
let my heart whisper
all that it needs to

*how could you make me take a start?
then just leave me here hanging
can’t even say how i’m feeling
how could you make them break my heart?
if i can’t say that i miss you
let me say one last thing

#i miss him
and all the things he could do
yes/oh, i miss him
just as much as i miss you
oh, i miss him
i know you’re wondering who
yes, i miss him
i miss the man i was with you
oh i would never be the same

listen just hear my voice
can you hear all the tears?
that i’m planning to hide
for the next thousand years
just as long as you know that
i love you

repeat *,#
except last line

how can a blind man find the light?
how can i find the kind of right?
how could you take away my sight?
how could you lose me in the night?
then you took away the heart in me
now i’m losing this fight
no i would never ever be the same

ooh.. ohh

oh, i miss him
and all the things he could do
yes, i miss him
just as much as i miss you
oh i miss him
i know by now you know who
yes, i miss him
i know by now you know who
i miss him
i miss the man i was with you

oh, i would never be the same

Geisha - jika cinta dia -

Terlampau sering kau buat air mataku
Tak pernah kau tahu dalamnya rasa cintaku
Tak banyak inginku jangan kau ulangi
Menyakiti aku sesuka kelakuanmu
Ku bukan manusia yang tidak berfikir
Berulang kali kau lakukan itu padaku

Reff:
Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku
Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu
Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti

Teramat sering kau membuat patah hatiku
Kau datang padanya tak pernah kutahu
Kau tinggalkan aku disaat ku butuh kan mu
Cinta tak begini selama ku tahu
Tetapi ku lemah karena cintaku padamu

*
Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku
Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu
Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti
Mungkin kau bukan cinta sejati dihidupku

Back to * 2x

**** This song really made me feel like ther's a sudden WHOOSH. Lega sikit and, confused indeed ! xoxo.

Dellaramamama.

Now lets see, im diagnosed with a whatchumacallit??? PELIK disease. Dont think its something bad, but body aches + some mean bacterias playing the mambuza in my throat + body heat that decreases and increases out of all a sudden + watery eyes = makan ubat je lah. Thats what ive been told, so OK LAH, SAYA IKUT JE LA. Did not go for this morning's class. Missed it. Heard my proposal was praised by the lecturer :D heheh. But i wasnt there to actually hear it but hey!! I gotta brush up on my illustrator skills. Ni nak kene tanye pau balik ni how to do it, might just pay him to help my ass right ? Hahaaha. Siot je. Anywayss, I was rather annoyed with some people today because ya'll think i dont have your number blablabla, The fact that my phone was fucked and i dont have all the contacts in made me not reply or attend to your calls or messages because the number had no name and yes, i only use the phone when i need to. So im sorry if i reply lambat ke tak jawab ke. Bukan sengaja, its just a habit. :) i'll reply a.s.a.p kay? xoxo.

You, its been a while since ive texted you or called, and i checked my phone, no calls or sms's from you. Last was this morning. I figured maybe you're busy with work or something. But hmm, this is getting a little awkward isnt it. I dont know if its just me or you but whatever it is, maybe you're busy. I text you but i dont know what else to talk about because when i text you and tell you about my day, you repeatedly ask me what i told you. Seems like you dont have much to say pun kan. Sigh. Plus i was in bed the whole day, doing laundry and yes, watched dvds. thats about it. Sorry tho. urghhh so yeah, 5th day of period, bleeding lagi ni. Benci benci. But not as bad as my 2nd and 3rd day. The most celaka days ever. Yikes, the growing pains of a woman.

I miss my bestfriend aza, baby ive been quiet for now not because im ditchin you ah kay, and i know me and you used to gossip 24/7 bout everything. And now, aww man. I barely know whats goin on with u. but takpa, i promise i'll make it up to you huns. You know i love ya ;) And no, dont ever think of me as a stranger kay, you're like my other half la woman! Saya kan sayang kamu, kamu mesti la sayang saya balik ! ♥

Tonight i shall be doing my work, painting the shadows thingy and doing some cuttings for tomorrows class, CANNOT SKIP CLASS DAH !! VERY BAD FOR THE CGPA LA!! taubat taubat. I must buck up for this semester and do my best. Laziness can go die. hahahah. Off to work now my love.

much ♥ and Kisses,

Dellany May.

Youre so pelik..

ok, I dont know apa i buat, If i ada buat salah, mintak maaf la. I rasa u takleh kawan dengan orang cam i ni, cuz i guess that you dont get my flow, u know? I dont know what friendship means to you, Hi and Bye? Hmm. I simpan and jaga kawan i, but if u chose to keep the anger in silent mode n distance yourself, your loss. Dah ah macam chipsmore, jap ade jap takde. Takpe ah, i ade je kat sini. Ntah apa kes u. Its alright lah, im tired for unnecessary ,broken puzzles and drama's. Kalau ada salah dan silap kata i mintak maaf dari hujung jari jemari sampai every strand of my hair punye ending lah. Some people can be so ^%$#!@#$% haaa that bahasa i tak faham. COMPLICATED TAK PASAL2.

Maybe i ni hati batu ke, paaalat ke, bangang ke apa ke. Ada? Ada ? ADA AKU KESAH?!! NTAH LA KAN. Geram !

Lantak, i takde mood, thanks period kerana menggangu emosi jiwa yang terlara ni. I think that if i were to be buried deep down about 6 or 7 feet underneath, life would be perfect. Sigh. BENCI BENCI BENCI !!! I effing hate this sitch now, and yes my back hurts, ma puszzneszz feels like there's a bunch of shrek's shuffling in it. aaaah. Bad time to blog kan, ini dinamakan blog of the perasaan. Hahahahahah. cipet. Latersss!