14 November 2010

Wan Dana

how cute he can be  :) I adore you so much .

How silly i get when i'm with you .
Dear Boyfriend .

I know things have been kinda rough lately .
I hate it . It hurts .
The way we talk, hurt each other with words. 
Seriously, sarcastic is my name and sarcasm's my game.
Yours pulak ego eagle. 
Haiyaa bad combination ke? 
I dont think so. 
Because you're actually lovely deep down inside you.
  But i think your ego really STINKS. 
Flush it away pleaaaaaaaaaase? 
Thanks.
I wanna have my sweetie back .
The person who'd whisper sweet nothings to me.
Talked nonsense ( we still do la now :D )
Send me those silly mms's and sms's >.<
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Nothing's gonna change my love for you .
I agree , no matter how bad we fight, in the end i'd give it all up to mane amends between us.
I know you'd do that too right sayang ?
I dont wanna lose you.
I'm glad to have you as my boyfriend . My bestfriend . My girlfriend . My bro .
You're my everything .
You = awesome boyfriend .
Enough said .
xoxo
<3

05 November 2010

kecelakaan.

accidents do happen kan :( shit. didnt believe it myself until kena sendiri ! OUCH wei. Ouch. So anyways today i finished my paper already! MERDEKA ! Mmm what to do now la :\ hurms . Mula-mula mom was being all nice and stuff, suddenly she became bitchy . I mengadu laaa to someone :( tapi ha, mampos kau tak kena layan, padan muka kau dell. Uhh, Am i too clingy or manja ? Something came up made me feel like something's wrong. Something tak kena. What is it ? Tell la . You promised you'd tell . So please do the action and stop omong-ing kosong, can? Urgh . Geram kot, rasa macam erm , where did my 'boyfriend' go ? I miss the old you. I use to get good morning messages, being treated like a princess. I know la mula-mula relationship semua best. Kentut pon wangi, but i wish it stayed the same :( for like....forever.

Oh well, here's my ride ..
belah kiri keretaaaa.

front view, i got banged from the front, car came from the right side of the traffic. sigh.

i got more where this came from, but censored eh. both left and right pelvis, knee left and right, boobs i bengkak, yer sebab langgar stereng kete and cengkaman seatbelt.

comel? oh no. neck fracture. minor sahaja, getting better by the minute, thank god.

right side of the krrrrrrrrr~ damn teruk :( i miss my kanchs.

to still ride this ghostrider or not lepas i get it back, new car perhaps? hurmmm.
Horror jugak bila ingat balik how it happened, hysterical moment for me, mum ofcourse my yoy. Urmmm. Note to self, when driving alone at 2;30am in the morning, if traffic light is green, take 2 minutes to pura-pura not see the traffic and if its still green then jalan la. Unstoppable betul itu incident. 

Anyway, berteriak kembali about the chenta issue, you kan pelik tau. One minute youre so lovely, the next youre like my nightmare that i refuse to wake up from and just die in my dreams. Im angry at myself because i cant be mad at you for a long period of time, why and how did u manage to unzip the password to block my anger and madwoman part of me!? grr, gigit burit berik putus beri tikus mamam!! okay okayy i gtg. i sambung my rintihan saban hari. mmwah!

25 October 2010

cintasayangku.

bila aku salah tolong maafkanlah
ku tak ingin membuat kau menangis
aku tahu kau marah
aku tahu kau luka
ku mencintaimu
setulus hatiku
setulus ragaku
katakan saja kalau kau tak suka
daripada kau berdusta
katakan saja bila kau tak mahu
daripada kau membisu
mungkin malam tak segelap
malam tanpa bintang
karna hati tlah merasa
kau jauh dariku
jika kau ingin pergi
ucapkan yg terindah
dari hatimu.

17 October 2010

yes ah ?

This dj aint got me fallin in love again.whats this ignorance
why do i sense a gist of neglectness.
sigh.
If you still love me.
make it work.
i need a miracle.
you drive me up the wall.
you shower me with love.
yet today, i laugh when im literally angry.
sayang, cannot la like this all the time y'know.
its  h a z a r d o u s .
:(( i miss you too much already . shittahapmaximumgeramnakmampusla.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ..
i love you, i miss you and sigh.
i dont know what to do lor.

end.

16 October 2010

ok-to-brrrr.

Hello octoberians.

Apakhabar ladies and genties, its been ages. Takde la ages sangat but its been a while. Since i was suppose to be doing my workkk, instead aku dok merendek dengan blog now. Pfft, stress okay. Somehow i feel like you dare pretend thingS are aaaite. Guess i go burnt listenin to those denial of yours. Oh, takpe la, biar kau happy je la kan.

HENCE, i am super annoyed with probably everyone today. Sumpah annoying. Korang tak reti or faham bahasa ke or too blind to read body language or too deaf and too ignorant to sense sarcasm ? Ha, ni memang annoying pon. My life doesn't revolve around you, please la faham. Get a grip, if you wanna cry, cry and sink yourself in your pool of tears and do me a favour; die.

Now now, hush my love. I had a few rough patches lately, gettin rough day by day. Fuck i hate the feeling. I wanna do something but i dont know. Maybe i know how, but i dont want to. Wtf. Do i? Or more like if u were in my position what would you do? Mmmm. Okay. Out of the question. Lets try not to be so sure of things, predict future and all. I aint no anita. I'll try to crack my head like an egg to think of things to "cure" this mutual insanity okay? Someone throw an axe here please. *faints*

Finals are up, doomed for presentation on mahadir comic, its on facebook, add him and like him please. Its  part of me and my friends in uni's artwork. Support us AD221 students will ya? Muahmuah. Philosophy and RMD - two hullabaloo still hanging around my mind, bila bole siap ni? Next week project presentation on campaign. ARSED FOR LIFE. one more fucking year and i'm outta degree. Taking one year or maybe half a year break, then walla. Im gonna work lah kan. Masters? Lek lu, i plan to do it, SOON as i have extra income for my masters tuition fee's. Ahhh sedaaaap~

I'm moody and cranky lately. No i dont know why, but mostly because of the people around me. Sumpah tak reti layan orang.ke sakali sahaja kasi happy and ala2 alice in wonderland ? Tak boleh ? Urgh. Deprived of sleep, leisure. I miss hanging out with my friends like before, now cannot la coz mummy is so annoyingggggg. I need my life back la, bosan kot like this. I can die. Seriously bosan, friends semakin kurang. Sigh, just wait and see. I WILL SURVIVE ! oh ya, i can feel my lelangit macam bengkak. Ulcer ke? shytee.

what other updates...sayang, i penat la. Im sorry i was being all kthxbyexoxo justnow. I had no mood to talk to u because seems like you were in your own world,so i malas la. nanti confirm klahi. malas ah. so i chao la. sorry ha. cheers :D

ok la folks. this is my rintihan for tonight yang dah pagi, tapi aku tak tidur lagi. Second day and counting to snore. 123 zzz.

Goodnight world,
Dellany May.