I got a feelin . . . wooohoooo !

Today was a gooooood no, greaaaaat day. I LOVE LIFE. Freaky innit coming from dellany may? Hahaha period talking ke apa i dont know lah.  Happy at the moment. Super duper happy like bahagia tahap maximus. :D got me chingalings and cheque masuk next week kot. so since finally i can breathe. sebelum itu clear my bills, and then Handphone and Laptop. Antara dua impian mana satu tercapai? Hermm. Takpe. Uni fee's tak bayaw lagi. :( semua gone gitu je. bencis. cant wait for january to start again :D by then i'll still have some more! Weeeeeee. someone teman me go shopping for year end sales! :D gembira after all the hard work. Oh and thanks dad for the christmas bonus? Hahhaha. SHOCKING amount but yeah, still got kurang after pay this and that right. SIGH. Oh well. Anyway, haaa ni nak cerita ni, okay i stumbled upon this dude at the counter today rude nak mati, i mean go to hell la kot. I dont give a fuck about your money. DAH LAH KAU NYE BILL MELAMBUNG, BELAGAK LEBIH CAM MR KNOW IT ALL. Im facing the screen with your details dude, so please. Kalau kampung, kau tetap kampung. Credit card decline? Padan muka sangat. Fuck CC. hahhaah.

I am so happy i could sleep till i get wrinkles on my cheeks and lips for smiling so happily today. Everything went well and orang cakap kalau happy gile nanti sure sedih gile? Well, life is a rollercoaster so i just gotta ride it anyways kan? Syg oh sayang, rindu you both so much ar. I know ya'll havin fun there for xmas. Hurmm wish i was there to well... join and have a blast :( sigh. Ni tak best neh. Hmmmmmmmm. Anyway, NEXT YEAR nak gi bali. Jom anyone? :D Amek pictures! Or that moon festival in thailand? bangkok ke apa ke. I wanna travel la. Hhehehehe. If i have a credit card, i'll die of debt. Why? TRAVELLING & SHOPPING. Ini la sebab, kena kerja keras and earn loads of cash. Get rich or die trying kan? Hehehe.50 cent nye words yo. Wawasan 2020, satu pandangan jaoooo~ hahaha bukan impian malah kenyataan, bersama kita jayakan! wooohooo. I sound so high, but im in a good mood. :D I LOVE WEDNESDAY! ahhaha. Before i sound like a psycho, i shall berambus first. Muahmuahmuah! Lotsa love from this woman, cheers!

say wut ?

Kan dah kena padan muka, the flag is red people. i feel like red sonja. chewahh. wakwak la today. the customer yang datang maki my boss haritu came back, this time dia yang pusposely cari pasal. LIKE HELLO. WTF MAN. GET A GRIP AND GET A LIFE, stop being so racist la, you look like chinese yourself. I tak faham kenapa orang kena jadi racist tak pasal2 i mean like its not nice u know dissin other people's race and religion and beliefs. Sangat jahat. God didnt tell us to do those things, so if u wanna diss other people's race/religion blablabla, look yourself in the mirror and you my friend will represent your bloody race. Sedar la diri wahai asshole. Ish.

So anyway, *blushes kejap* the serj tankian lookalike came again, and again today :) arabians have this distinctive look, so its just. Sexy? Hahha. And french, the way they talk can probably turn me on. Hehehhehe. ULTIMATE SEXYness. No wonder la guys like french maid bluefilm. Hahahha. I might not have better things to do while im at work, but yeah i sumpah rasa macam lifeless, Apart from promoting broadband and postpaid plans, I remember every single customer that walked in the first day i started work there. freaky la kan, but there's this dude kan, dia cam french old man. Really nice and patient. Sumpah aku respect dia okay, and he's so nice that he was being serious and detailed and all but such a gentlemen with full of manners and gratitude. Saludos! Dia ingat i and he still keeps the paper i jott down with my number on it. Wow. Good one sir! Ohh nothing can close the deal for tonight after a hot shower, stretches and to complete my day a good hot cream of mushroom soup with em french baguettes. Nyum. Not bad mercato. I like yo sheeeeeeet. I feel so french-ed now. hehehe.

*YAWNYAWN* christmas songs are killing me. Sumpah annoying jugak, sebulan lebih aku mendengar lagu sama nak muntah dah. Urgh. Oh yes, cha nanti we check out roots lah. See whats up, heard its like hip and nice. Very oldschool, like old days dulu. heheh. WOI GAJI CEPAT SIKIT FILL THE 0.00 in my BANK. PLEASE. Kimeks maxshit ni. Argh. BENCI BENCI. Mushroom soup making me feel like mushroom already. I am sleepy and exhausted. Mom can you please shut your mouth for once, i am having a bad headache and im tired. Dah la tak masak untuk i. Pastu nak bebel asal i tak masak, hello. Self service la. I came back late, so faham2 la. Gosh. IM NOT YOUR MAID. !@#!@$!#$#@ nasib baik kau mak aku. I got 2 big zits on the cheeks, near the sideburn. aku ade sideburns ke? ahahha. anyway and 3 on my forehead. One under my lip, one on me nose. This is why i 'love' period so much. Mata cenkung. Muka pucat.

Ini malam tido my room, sampai bile2 i nk tdo my room. sebelum itu, i read this thingy a friend of mine suggested, jap. I kasi link http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/Malaysia so read it. Hahahhaha. Lawak la but ade unsur ouch ouch so those cepat emosi, dont bother clicking the link. And rupert, i owe u dinner so later la after pay. soon. next year ke. ahahhahaha. ok la, if not mcd kfc ke apa ke. chilis o tgif. Btw, why am i suppose to belanja u again???? On what grounds? Hmmm. Pelik2. I tak buat agreement. hahaaha. nasty creepy old man u rupert. bully small girls. aahahhaha. cabot usus dengan spanar kang.

Oh and nizar happy birthday, texted you but you didnt rply so takpe la. Janji i msg. Whatever lah. God bless you and Goodnight ladildos and gentelor's.

this is dream/drool material .

kalau dah ludah, nak jilat balik ke ?

Today i texted you out of nowhere. I know its been a while, but do u have to be such a dick ? Ofcourse lah its me!? Terang tang tang number aku appear kat phone kau. Ah apape la u. If you couldn't be bothered losing a friend like me, you know what im capable of doing on this so called 'friendship' of ours. HOPELESS. And satu lagi, kau boleh pulak tipu aku depan2 kan. Ade jugak telo kau nak tipu aku. Damn son, you already got on the wrong side of me. I regret everything i had with you (jangaN fikir bukan2 ye). I really thought you changed. But looks like lady luck wasnt on my side. But we'll see what happens. I really love and believe in karma. To the all the mofo's, fuck off and fuck you. URGH. some people need to understand WHEN TO DISAPPEAR AND WHEN TO APPEAR LAH. Why do i always miss these motherfuckers ar. Despite the bad days, there are a few sweet ones too. I cant thank them enough for being there for me at times of despair and blablabla kesedihan kepiluan kegilaan kebosanan dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Hmm what describes this feeling? I dont know, and at the mo' i dont wanna know. I mean enough is enough. I clearly told you not to text me kan, so just dont. I'll text you people someday. If i ever do la. I think i tolerate too much, aways giving in and its eating me alive emotionally and mentally. Mentally challenged. ahhaha Cam retard lak. Oh well, biarkan ia berlalu and fuck you :) Ive made many mistakes, but the biggest was prolly you.

Just registered my subjects thanks to wawa, love u sayang. I owe you big apple. ahaha. seketul ke dua okay. Sekotak, amboi amboi asamboi! I wanna eat jco, :( please! Lama tak makan my favvyyy j crown! Argh. So menunggu period macam tunggu boyfriend datang jugak kan. Lambat, kekadang cepat but make us tingle in the tummy of excitement and nervousness. So tu la perasan pepek aku sekarang ni. Its not bleeding love yet, false alarm. Today work went well, lots of friendly customers and well i guess service with a smile kan :D i love smiling but my boss said senyum all the time increases wrinkles. Hmm wrinkle ke tak wrinkle, takpe! Janji muke senyum, orang happy kita pon happy. Ada betol ? Yes yes.

Kejadian seterusnya, haa damn p/o kot. My pay aint in, dad couldnt bank in. He's outstation and shittos morelos. Mana aku ade bsn ke apapa bank lain. Public and hongleong? HEH? Mende. No no. I setia to my bank. Maybank. hahaha. And for some reason i got bank islam, blame uitm la. Daddy whatever it is, i want my money please!!!?!! Weird that there's no maybank. Oh rimau kuning, sine kau? kenak kitak sik ada! kenja mat! So anyway, shall i apply for loan? I dont wanna commit to any loans at the moment. Nanti keje bayar hutang edu. je :( If i decide to get a car plak. Haaa. tak ke bertambah? Gilo lar. Chillax dulu. Hehehe. Next, whats next... Umm oh yes, clubbing last week went absolutely fine. I think i blogged that. Lotsa creepy motherfuckers as usual. Loser la korang. Kote keras, go fuck a whore la. Were not even an inch close in being a ho' so let yo dreams of a one night stand ride away to mexico mofo. hahha i can rap dow. I know i can. Hahahhahahah. WRAP LAGI AR. Okay mengarut. Stop.

Sempat borak with the bumbum tadi, he singgah home to EAT and do some LAUNDRY. cube teka sape sap sap sui lenglui yang wash and clean? Adik kesayangan dia yang tak disayangi sangat ah. Cipet je. But takpe bole borak tomoy dengan die. Hahhaa. I just watched wanted, bloody nice and intersting. The roots ke the veins ke apa cerita tu, pasal pokok manifest their body some virus shit. Nice jugak. Blades of glory lawak. Umm, what else. Damn tonight marathon but penat la. Esok bangun awal, park luar. Saving sikit since now amanah saham i tak di amanah kan sahamnya dari bapa. Oh daddy please be my santa for xmas. Kasi la anak kau ni duit lebih2 because gaji aku tak masuk lagi dad!!!!! ARGH frusttt. Okay, phone+laptop+perfume. Done. My things to buy. Oh and a guitar. Weekends nanti guitar & mandarin lessons from my cousin and his wife. Style la. :D okay la babes. I wanna change and get ready to go to bed. I wish for a miracle pls. Sigh.

this is my mcdreamy ;) rawrr

Hahahha. Goodnight Malaysia. Muahs!

damn.

suey suey suey suey!! GERAM. Okay first of all i had fun with the girls at mos, three's a company baby. Despite the fact being grabbed, molested while dancing, i enjoyed it. Too bad our other friend couldnt make it. oh well, next time i suppose. Soberly dancing, hmmm it was alright actually! :D best juga sebenarnye. Both ways la mabuk ke tak mabuk ke, last2 penat sampai kaki rasa cam jello's. After i left the club, telingaku masih berdesing. This is why i hate clubbing. Pekak je rasa telingo eden neh. So yeah, you called me secare rawak and then expect me to appear in front of your place? Nehiii. But you came to my place semalam and okay, it was awkward la jugak seeing you and talking meaningless things kan. Bau kereta u melekat at my baju siot. klorox ah. Hahahah. No matter what we'll always stay as friends, but honestly speaking i dnt know till when la kalau were always like this. I kesian u kadang2 kena maki but sape suruh u tick me off!! No hard feelings okay yang. :) forgive and forget la kot. Was nice of u to drop by with a ribena ah kan, next time dont make me wait so long! Sejuk nak matiii kot i tunggu kat my housee!!!Hahaha. you'll always be my perfect nightmare ;) But semalam sambil tunggu u i saw this DUDE i saw back at that Thai base shop !! I LIKE I LIKEEEEE!!!! Tall, fair and sedap-sedap. Meowwwww ;) We live in the same place siot. And i thought i was never gonna see you again. :D well lucky me!

WORK WORK WORK. bosan and penat. Dah la gaji tak masuk lagi. phundecks! geram gills! Wargh ok lah i nak mandi and zoom off to work. chopchop. muahmuah.

** somehow i do miss you but yeah, ego had me at those words. Im sorry.

9.18 today 161209

1 2 3 not only you and me ~ ahhahaha britney ni buat aku gersang pagi2 dengan lagu ini. I wanna dance coz i feel like a sexy bitch at the mo. This morning seems so calm and relaxed. I like although weather dia tak berapa best. Na mandi and tapau lunch. xx. Much love. Last night's dream made me have muscle ache siot. mimpi yang sempurna katakan ;) thats how life was suppose to be. But gila dejavu right. cuma terbalik. hahaha. ini smua pasal i terbangun at 4am plusplus. you enter my mind like coco crunch. benci tapi suka. hahahahaha. ok lah na get reaaaaaaady~! :( malas nye nak berdikari as in to drive myself to work blablabla. Nak someone send me pls. WHERES MY BROTHER LAH. GERAM KOTTTTTT. T.T tak gune! penat la kaki aku merempuh traffic and bored because i got no one to talkk to in the car. hahahahha. psycho lak bunyi kan, i mean ye ah ian ngan i kan cam masuk air jugak. huhu.

say hey " i love you " - michael franti ( for all those who are in love ) Happy beat untuk i mandi. cheers folks!

muahmuahmuahmuah...muah? hhehe. *hugggggieeeessssss*