kalau dah ludah, nak jilat balik ke ?

Today i texted you out of nowhere. I know its been a while, but do u have to be such a dick ? Ofcourse lah its me!? Terang tang tang number aku appear kat phone kau. Ah apape la u. If you couldn't be bothered losing a friend like me, you know what im capable of doing on this so called 'friendship' of ours. HOPELESS. And satu lagi, kau boleh pulak tipu aku depan2 kan. Ade jugak telo kau nak tipu aku. Damn son, you already got on the wrong side of me. I regret everything i had with you (jangaN fikir bukan2 ye). I really thought you changed. But looks like lady luck wasnt on my side. But we'll see what happens. I really love and believe in karma. To the all the mofo's, fuck off and fuck you. URGH. some people need to understand WHEN TO DISAPPEAR AND WHEN TO APPEAR LAH. Why do i always miss these motherfuckers ar. Despite the bad days, there are a few sweet ones too. I cant thank them enough for being there for me at times of despair and blablabla kesedihan kepiluan kegilaan kebosanan dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Hmm what describes this feeling? I dont know, and at the mo' i dont wanna know. I mean enough is enough. I clearly told you not to text me kan, so just dont. I'll text you people someday. If i ever do la. I think i tolerate too much, aways giving in and its eating me alive emotionally and mentally. Mentally challenged. ahhaha Cam retard lak. Oh well, biarkan ia berlalu and fuck you :) Ive made many mistakes, but the biggest was prolly you.

Just registered my subjects thanks to wawa, love u sayang. I owe you big apple. ahaha. seketul ke dua okay. Sekotak, amboi amboi asamboi! I wanna eat jco, :( please! Lama tak makan my favvyyy j crown! Argh. So menunggu period macam tunggu boyfriend datang jugak kan. Lambat, kekadang cepat but make us tingle in the tummy of excitement and nervousness. So tu la perasan pepek aku sekarang ni. Its not bleeding love yet, false alarm. Today work went well, lots of friendly customers and well i guess service with a smile kan :D i love smiling but my boss said senyum all the time increases wrinkles. Hmm wrinkle ke tak wrinkle, takpe! Janji muke senyum, orang happy kita pon happy. Ada betol ? Yes yes.

Kejadian seterusnya, haa damn p/o kot. My pay aint in, dad couldnt bank in. He's outstation and shittos morelos. Mana aku ade bsn ke apapa bank lain. Public and hongleong? HEH? Mende. No no. I setia to my bank. Maybank. hahaha. And for some reason i got bank islam, blame uitm la. Daddy whatever it is, i want my money please!!!?!! Weird that there's no maybank. Oh rimau kuning, sine kau? kenak kitak sik ada! kenja mat! So anyway, shall i apply for loan? I dont wanna commit to any loans at the moment. Nanti keje bayar hutang edu. je :( If i decide to get a car plak. Haaa. tak ke bertambah? Gilo lar. Chillax dulu. Hehehe. Next, whats next... Umm oh yes, clubbing last week went absolutely fine. I think i blogged that. Lotsa creepy motherfuckers as usual. Loser la korang. Kote keras, go fuck a whore la. Were not even an inch close in being a ho' so let yo dreams of a one night stand ride away to mexico mofo. hahha i can rap dow. I know i can. Hahahhahahah. WRAP LAGI AR. Okay mengarut. Stop.

Sempat borak with the bumbum tadi, he singgah home to EAT and do some LAUNDRY. cube teka sape sap sap sui lenglui yang wash and clean? Adik kesayangan dia yang tak disayangi sangat ah. Cipet je. But takpe bole borak tomoy dengan die. Hahhaa. I just watched wanted, bloody nice and intersting. The roots ke the veins ke apa cerita tu, pasal pokok manifest their body some virus shit. Nice jugak. Blades of glory lawak. Umm, what else. Damn tonight marathon but penat la. Esok bangun awal, park luar. Saving sikit since now amanah saham i tak di amanah kan sahamnya dari bapa. Oh daddy please be my santa for xmas. Kasi la anak kau ni duit lebih2 because gaji aku tak masuk lagi dad!!!!! ARGH frusttt. Okay, phone+laptop+perfume. Done. My things to buy. Oh and a guitar. Weekends nanti guitar & mandarin lessons from my cousin and his wife. Style la. :D okay la babes. I wanna change and get ready to go to bed. I wish for a miracle pls. Sigh.

this is my mcdreamy ;) rawrr

Hahahha. Goodnight Malaysia. Muahs!

damn.

suey suey suey suey!! GERAM. Okay first of all i had fun with the girls at mos, three's a company baby. Despite the fact being grabbed, molested while dancing, i enjoyed it. Too bad our other friend couldnt make it. oh well, next time i suppose. Soberly dancing, hmmm it was alright actually! :D best juga sebenarnye. Both ways la mabuk ke tak mabuk ke, last2 penat sampai kaki rasa cam jello's. After i left the club, telingaku masih berdesing. This is why i hate clubbing. Pekak je rasa telingo eden neh. So yeah, you called me secare rawak and then expect me to appear in front of your place? Nehiii. But you came to my place semalam and okay, it was awkward la jugak seeing you and talking meaningless things kan. Bau kereta u melekat at my baju siot. klorox ah. Hahahah. No matter what we'll always stay as friends, but honestly speaking i dnt know till when la kalau were always like this. I kesian u kadang2 kena maki but sape suruh u tick me off!! No hard feelings okay yang. :) forgive and forget la kot. Was nice of u to drop by with a ribena ah kan, next time dont make me wait so long! Sejuk nak matiii kot i tunggu kat my housee!!!Hahaha. you'll always be my perfect nightmare ;) But semalam sambil tunggu u i saw this DUDE i saw back at that Thai base shop !! I LIKE I LIKEEEEE!!!! Tall, fair and sedap-sedap. Meowwwww ;) We live in the same place siot. And i thought i was never gonna see you again. :D well lucky me!

WORK WORK WORK. bosan and penat. Dah la gaji tak masuk lagi. phundecks! geram gills! Wargh ok lah i nak mandi and zoom off to work. chopchop. muahmuah.

** somehow i do miss you but yeah, ego had me at those words. Im sorry.

9.18 today 161209

1 2 3 not only you and me ~ ahhahaha britney ni buat aku gersang pagi2 dengan lagu ini. I wanna dance coz i feel like a sexy bitch at the mo. This morning seems so calm and relaxed. I like although weather dia tak berapa best. Na mandi and tapau lunch. xx. Much love. Last night's dream made me have muscle ache siot. mimpi yang sempurna katakan ;) thats how life was suppose to be. But gila dejavu right. cuma terbalik. hahaha. ini smua pasal i terbangun at 4am plusplus. you enter my mind like coco crunch. benci tapi suka. hahahahaha. ok lah na get reaaaaaaady~! :( malas nye nak berdikari as in to drive myself to work blablabla. Nak someone send me pls. WHERES MY BROTHER LAH. GERAM KOTTTTTT. T.T tak gune! penat la kaki aku merempuh traffic and bored because i got no one to talkk to in the car. hahahahha. psycho lak bunyi kan, i mean ye ah ian ngan i kan cam masuk air jugak. huhu.

say hey " i love you " - michael franti ( for all those who are in love ) Happy beat untuk i mandi. cheers folks!

muahmuahmuahmuah...muah? hhehe. *hugggggieeeessssss*

fools.

Pick ups that leads to a smack on you face or a kick in the sack, gentlemen.

And, ladies, you’ve heard some real doozies! Aren't guys lame nowadays.. Ni la lines yang seringkali digunakan..

1. “Is your boyfriend sitting here?” (He sits down.) “Now he is.”
2. “Hey, I bet nobody’s ever picked you up like this before.” (Tosses condom onto table.)
3. (Instant message on a dating site.) “I’d like to participate in nude wrestling with you, followed by a happy ending.”
4. “A guy friend asked me, ‘So are you single now?’ and when I told him yes, his response was, ‘Good, want to bone?’”
5. “Can I have your phone number? I’m going into the hospital for a few weeks, and I’d really like someone to talk to.”
6. “Hey, baby, wanna ride my escalator?”
7. “If I were a squirrel and you were a squirrel, would you let me bust a nut in your hole?”
8. “Can I push your stool in?”
9. “Can I wear your thighs for ear muffs?”
10. “So, girls with big lips are usually pretty good at something … Are you?”
11. “Guy: ‘Do you have any Italian in you?’ Me: ‘Nooo.’ Guy: ‘Want some?’”
12. “The doctor said my mono has finally cleared up. Want to make out?”
13. “You look like a smurf, a hot smurf.”
14. “Hey, I hear your ankles are having a party. You want to invite your pants down?”
15. “If you jingle my bells, I’ll promise you a white Christmas.”
16. “Oh, so you’re American? I would never have guessed. You’re quite the cunning linguist.”
17. “Save water. Shower with me.”
18. “My hands are freezing cold! Can I warm them on your breasts?”
19. “Hey, hey, did it hurt? Huh? Well, did it hurt? When you fell from heaven?”
20. “I have an 11-inch penis.”

cer 2.04am 15/12/09

yay ! maxis system is up once again! i feel like a zombie, 2 weeks straight with no break. I need a break. Ooh uni start balik 4th ni. But as usual, i kan fashionably late, so we'll see. Taking mandarin + public speaking as my subject2 elektif and squash as my sport subject. Next sem flash and all. Why la dei why. I dont know why, this morning i started off quite feeling all emo and sedih. Bukan ada apapa ke sesiapa made me upset, i dont know why. No people, im not crazy. And no i dont live in denial when i say im not crazy. Facts. So anyway, the ala-ala serj guy came to the shop today. Damn he's so sexy. I can picture him totally x rated. HAHAHAHAHA. Seriouslaaaa, i cannot help it okay, he macam made my day kot harini. SIGH.

Next up, i know ive been all senyap. Bukan sebab no credit, battery low or what so ever. I just couldnt bring myself to reply or answer any of ur calls or sms's. I think the whole tawar hati thing kicked in, but this? TOO soon. Bukan apa, i cannot accept your reasons la tau tak. Scared? Of what? Tak munasabah. I dont wanna know and i couldnt be bothered. Just so u know, i aint mad at'cha. Im doin just fine. Maybe this is it? I dont know. Like i said, i dont wanna know, i dont care. As for now, im just goin with the flow yow~

Esok kena bgn awal, gi keje. oh ian why dont u send me!!!!! MALAS NAK BAYAR PARKING AND DRIVE TO WORK TAU TAK! ngokkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Urgh. Tomorrow might be in ac, or sa. Either or, mau jumpa neighbour kalian. rinduuu la kan. ac nak beli dvd n makan je. ahahahahahha. woosh. Bosan but ngantuksss. ok ok i shall sleep first before i mamai lebihan. love u. muahmuahmuuuuuuaaaaaahhaahahamuah!

love,
love.