xoxo.

pening, today jumpe merol for sahur.. well bukan la sahur kan, and yer r terima kasey r for the teh o ice. and i owe u a... sketch book. HHAHahha. u baca ni memang ar, lu action dgn wa ar skang. Remember , i ngan yatt nak belasah u kalau u tak tunaikan janji. And today, a new friend was made. pelik sungguh tapi benar. Welcome newcomer, ahaha harap anda tak freak out dengan tingkah laku saya. So anyway, i think kan, i sakit badan and my muscles are aching so badly after futsal and squash. Squahhhhhh tuh buat saya sakit badan la, the warming up session and training cam apa je !!?!?! Kaki bully la that rafidzal ke razali ke apapa ah name dia. Ganu dude. comel je dengar dia ckp2 dengan his friends la but he is soo cheeky. ahahah dah ar suara serak2 basah cam tak kuat lak tu, and short. lol. but he's aite. cuma kaki buli ar. and aritu main futsal kan, i langgar la si azim la, syamil la, i raasa i bodycontact cam main wrestling and sepak bolaaaa selalu sebelah tiang gol. cam pukek tau tak. geram. but its a goooooood work out, tak gi mos lak lepas tu. hahaha. the music was aaaaite. i enjoyed every beat of it la, but it wasnt that fun cuz i didnt haf a dancing partner, girl or boy tapi yang jenis totally melayan takde dowh. plus muscle aku kejang so nak gelek melek kang tergolek lak. ahhaha. erk was home at shah alam the whole day tadi , well separuh ah, tukar sheets, kasi clean and clear my room, pergh brhabuk cam gampangsss. dah ok skit la kot. less rimas now. umm selain itu, i ade sketch my 20 sketches, thanks to merol, but i buat la jugak 4 kan!!!! so fair enough. aaaaa nanti aku edit balik k jimbet! aku mmg tabik spring la wahai executive! ahahahah. fuuuyoh. jealous aku. ahahahahah. takpe takpe someday !! director! huhu. Hope i murah rezeki la nanti. :) banyakkkknye keje nak buattt help help i cant stop procrastinating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh daddy, mana janji manis mu? saya menunggu hujan timpa dalam bank acc saya tapi tak timpa timpa lagi ni camanaeeeeee. anak kesayangan sudah sub-zero ni. aaaaaa. Oh somehow, i rasa cam i rindu dia, but its just wrong to miss him kan. I KNOW! hahaha. Miss as in miss kena kacau pagi buta dengan message mengarut. lol. stupid la.

SAYA d-ello-may akan bergerak untuk memajukan diri untuk keluarga (chewah) sebab aku nk siapkan keje aku la ni. banyak sangat. hampeh. ok then toodles! muahmuahmuah!!

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sometimes people can be soooo good at pretending and yeah, i think i dealt with that like, last year. just not over it yet because the fact it happened like "in yo face" kinda way kan. I am so tired. I had classes from 8-1o then 2-5 then had squash till 7 then 10-1130 had futsal, then poof cocok langit lak,and all this happened semalam. I wore a simple top and yes thank god i pakai flats. i think i want to resize my boobs because theyre annoyingly big. I tak suka la kan because i know it causes unwanted attractions. ishh. so eaaa, semalam was sober club hopping. borneo? dodgy laa the band, hari2 main lagu sama je coz one of my friend's friend works there. so yeah, saje melepet sana. pfft. i haf so much to do, and now im contemplating to balik damansara ke tak. dah la korang puase lepas ni, kalau aku terasa na makan cene. sapa la nak lepak dengan aku nanti, i dont mind fasting together but still, 'its just one of those days". ehhe.

Aaaaa, i nak ckp apa lagi. Oh yea, ignorance is a bliss and i think you're starting to believe that which i think is good. its better if we be that way kan? Sigh. I dont know ah, i myself think being in an open relationship is better than to be stucked with a commitment that youre unsure of. but then again, why bother being in an open relationship when what u do to others is just the same as what u do for your significant other? i think thats just wrong la kan. Setakat scandal ke, kekasih separuh masa, just be single and go mingle around dow.

Slept at 730 kot, ke 6? i tak ingat r. anyhu, i was talkin to fidose and sorry dow i fell asleep la dude. I slept with my fingers on the keyboard. I bangun2 tengok ade QWDSFDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ahhaahaha wtf right. just too tired. and dehydrated gylaa babs. so the banyakkkk hunks smalam dow, but smua cak kimak je perangai. Guys at clubs? Nehi nehi mujkoooo nehi. Mereka adalah jenis kekasih separuh masa dan mungkin separuh bogel if you know what i mean ;) hahaha.

Makkk aiiiihhhhhhh i dah ngantok gyla ni. weekends i will be spamming shah alam. Mummyyy bring me food ke apa ke, anak kesayangan u ni dah hampir pokai. sedih nii. im gonna rest first and sleep ke whatever, its my time to shine bak kate shasha. ahahhaha. esok puasa yay! malam ni to go out or not to go out. Hmmmm. PUZZLED. Takpe la, whatever it is, saya mau zzzzzz dulu, anything you folks hit me on ma telefon bersel ye. ahahha.

xoxo,
i love me.

kejadian 4am ++

At 5:17am, i baru habis talking malking dengan si "bedah" tu. Hahahha mengarut ye u bedah! hahahahaha bontot itu sungguh manis! Yeah!! It was awkward and yes you were a bit deaf la. Bukan abit but i think ALOT. Why la why. Hahahahah. Telephone u rosak, go repair cepat2 kay. House phone tu i ampunkan je. :P I nak tido la now. Ngantok and i got a mild headache dah ni :( tak sukaaa la. Esok kelas 8.30 - 1.00 Graphic communication then 2-4.50 photography II then 5.30- 7 squash! Yikes. Confirm flat tros after that! Mummyyyy pick me up for this weekend please, gwe mau pulang! tapi ga mau pulang malam minggukkk!!

People!! This friday is officially a day to rest and relax! and to crash and burn! i need a holiday, someone willing to go on a holiday with me? hahhaahha. Genting pon ok! Sigh!! I'd better go to bed now. Muahmuahmuah. Wake me up when november ends ( sebab time tu i dah habis exam ) ahahah. Love ya!

-delly-

Hmm

okay maybe i overreacted towards the post below. i was just annoyed and ntah, tak suke la ceni. ko tu bukannye budak kecik kan. haih. apape ja. im sorry kay if kau baca blog ni la. i think u know who you are. its just too much. Filthy kot. no one likes to be in a pile of shit right? so, faham2 je la.

I am much more calmer now because i was just so tense tadi. Had so many issues to deal with and yes i feel a little awkward hangin out when i haf so much to do, besides blogging la hehe. keje ni ntah bile la dapat siap. Oh well, i wanna start doin some of my work. Till then, i shall lepaskan all this unwanted anger in my sleep. i need anger management courses ke? I dont think so, setakat ni i think im still alright with it.

xoxo.
Me.

An article by Faron Poser, Why love hurts so much .

Everyone has had there heart broken a time or two and anyone who denies it is blatantly lying to your face. Love isn't easy and maybe that's why people crave it so much. Some people will tell you that it's not the love that hurts but, rather the loss of love. It may seem this way but, when we really think about it there would never be pain of lost love if there was no love to begin with.

Loosing love is without a doubt one of the most emotionally painful things a person can survive. After all, we aren't just talking about romantic love. We are talking about love of all kinds; love between friends, family, teachers, and anyone we may find ourselves emotionally attached to. Love is 90% of who we are, it's what gives us hope and keeps us alive.
How do you know that you've found love of any kind? You know when you've exposed yourself, made yourself vulnerable by letting yourself become dependent. You are probably wondering why I used a word as strong as, "dependent" but, the truth is that's what we become when we find ourselves emotionally attached. Trusting in a person is dependence, it's dependence upon that person for support and mercy when we fall down.
The truth is though people are always going to let us down and they will always fall short of our expectations in one way or another. We need to rise above and help them back up on there feet. We need to let them know that it's okay that they aren't perfect; after all, it is our nature to make mistakes that is what makes us human in every way. There will never be a time though when love doesn't hurt us or make us feel as though we can't get up but, you have to keep getting up. Take the time you need to heal and forgive then get back out in the game because, that is where you belong. Love will always find you and believe it or not eventually the right kind of love you seek will land in you hands. It's up to you though to hold on to it and treat it right.
Love is always going to be apart of your life and so it is safe to say some pain will follow; but, at the end of the day all that really matters is that all the tears you shed and gallons of ice cream you inhale are worth it.