After a quite some time, this woman yes me...had a huge recall of bad memoirs..Guess nothing last forever anyway right. After 3 years of being together with such an awesome guy, who turned out to be a freak. I wasted my lifetime effort finding what love really meant and i think yeah it hurts, i cant feel my heartbeat at times but i wish i was strong enough to leave before. Why the heck did i even be nice or stay? I dont really know to be honest. I am a free soul. The fact you can actually say you're bored makes me disgusted to my core and you clearly did not have any thoughts on me, well well...looks like love slapped you hard this time just that the girl isn't me..
You literally wasted my freaking time to be honest, if i can love without you before this, i hope and will live without you now. Its going to be a painful thing but i guess calling it quits with you really made things much more simpler, i dont have to worry much about you because i deserve way better than this miserable treatment. How you treat me today, karma will definitely bite you back harder. I believe that god is great reason being is because..not that im trynna act all holy and shit, but the fact that if he closes this door for me, he's going to open a new one and i believe that it's gonna be a good thing.. New year coming up and i dont want to have to be all sad and shitty on that day itself. I have de-tached myself from this fuckery and i feel like fuck now, but with time (bullshit) i will regain all that is lost on fucking text. This proves me that there are still assholes and chivalry is very much dead. The best part is you never knew how much it burns inside with my side of story. Skeletons in my closets are just dying to come out and be alive again, Joke's on you baby.
I have to be honest tho, i never felt a relieve and part of me being and feeling empty but the fact it wasnt so painful because he was a jerk to all the other girls he dated, and for what? To be honest you're just financially stable and charming, other than that you're no superman. Some girl will sweep you off your feet and your bank account someday and i would say told you so. I am not ashamed to be hurt because thats the risk i took when i took you back before.. Not going to be another time for sure. I'd be a jerk if i did so. For what? So i can be a fucking rebound to you again and runover anytime you want me to? Pffft. NOT ACCEPTABLE. Fuck you for having a "replacement" a cheap one ofcourse..no offence to her but to you and Fuck me for being so silly. Dear dellany please learn to love yourself more next time. Men are just a part of gods creation, dont take them too seriously. If god permits me to be loved, makesure i know whats going good for me.
So for this period of time i dare say fuck you asshole, and thank you so much for whatever ( we had our good times but this is by far the worst man ive dated, not to mention a hypocrite for saying my ex was an ass.. look who's talking ) I dont think i need to mention names or anything as such but for sure, this ended in a bad way however. So angryyyyyyy. Someday i will reflect on this and think back and laugh. I shall work on my strengths and kick the weakspot out. Youve just lost something so valuable for a temporary fix. Tsk Tsk so shallow of you. Yes im ranting out the feelings here, not that you would give two fucks anymore the only fuck youre gonna give is a pussy. Like literally, a VAGINA. Oh well, life goes on so now onwards love yourself before you start to love others dell. It's about time. Merry christmas all, its not going to be so merry anymore but hey, Jingle jingle~! Once a year baby. Looking forward to the new years. Godbless everyone and putting things aside, i loved you so much honestly before but you had to make blunders, You turn me off -100% infinity. I hope you're happy with the new found love of yours and i call it off with a simple goodbye. If a text message after 3 years can be settled, why not i leave you something to read? ;) stalker! Cry me a river,an ocean go through the 7 wonders of the world punnnn; youre a stranger to me. For the first time i can actually say and proud to not live in denial anymore that i am BORED of you too.
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