hello 2011 .

Dear all , how have you folks been doin lately ? Im sorry for the long 'MIA'. Wasnt really much to write in here but well, i guess i'll start off now. 29th was the date for a montlyversary, 29th was the date of my bestie's birthday, 29th was the day i started uni ( if think ah ). 29 , is that a good number ? macam baru nak masuk mid life crisis punya age kan ,29 ? hahah. I had fun with my loved ones , i love all of you so much and i wish you guys all a happy prosperous new year and hope it'll be a good one for all of us this year despite the good and the bad last year , the best is yet to come :)

Being alone, it sucks. To have a duo is fun, but sometimes your duo just aint what you expect. Why do we strive for perfection when were not even breathing the same air, walking the same pace, going the same distance and destiny, if ya know what i mean? I bet you do. but all those.... does it matter? Hurmms. having a long distance relationship is tough, i myself got into one. :\ tell me if im wrong but it just feels so right. I know right? Lol. 2011, i love you, so please.... love me abit atleast ?

Im definitely going to close this book and bad ass chapter of my life, and start fresh. Who knows this year will be awesome for all of us innit ? i hope it will be for me. i long to fill the empty space beside & inside of me. Someday :) i know for sure. The swears and promises -_-" must keep leh. Someday love, someday. Im so blessed for my life now although its been quite a pain in the ass but i love my life the way it is and i hope life will be good today onwards. please please please la faham, i need a better life than what i had before. Make it happen dell, this year is yours, hence, shake what yo momma gave yaa and rock the life like how its suppose to be. Work harder, play harder and most of all, finish this last year for real dellany may. POM PARAPAP. americano's anyone? hehehe. fucking i-cress is caressing my soul la , sebab apa its too SLOW AND RIDICULOUS LA TIMETABLE SMUA TAK BETUL LA DEI. why uni whyyy, setiap semester pelu ka gya? adoi.

Shit i miss you :( sakit hati la because i did text you and you didnt reply. Should i feel neglected? Naah. Youve been MIA so, i guess that'll be a good excuse :) hihihi. But i think you were afraid or not having any hopes to take things further with me in the future, so... its okay. Is it? I dont know. I guess i get it, or maybe i dont. Make it clear can kah? Wo bu ming pai ma. I dont want to end things :'( .. sigh. I love you bah..

I guess new year, everything goes new then right ? :) i feel like shit now i cant concentrate. Im hitting the bed. a Few nights being sleepless and all that emotions. Ouch. Goodbye cyberworld. hello bed and stars.

Much love,
me.