ceritaceriteru.

haih so banyak to update la kn. so gini ceritanya. I am like half way bersemangat ni although half way je kan, bt i still opt to go alllll the wayyyyy today at work, kena pootslap dengan my boss ah kan. cis, i sumpah i thought close at 10 ok today. So takpe, i dah la pakai heels. haaa jalan la gi rumah fia then i thought someone was walking laju2 chasing me from behind, rupenye bayang2 aku ok. hampeh la ni! ni na marah ni. hahah no that was just a part of my stupidity. lepas tu baru pakai glasses, then i can see clearlyyy nowww the rain is gone~ ahhaha.

So yes, my workplace, all sorts of people, short black whte fat tall thin you name it lah. But most of all HOTNESS. sumpah hot kot. but then again, now hot means nothing anymore lah kan, not because i dont find those hot people are like hot hot la kan but like ntah, jemu kot. Hehhe. Bole plak. sigh. So there's this particular customer who walks in almost like.. 2 or 3 times a week, i suka gila tengok features dia. Macam serj tankian. He's my mcdreamy and i like it. Hehehe. Mc steamy pon buleyyy~. Seeeeeriously okay, i mean jarang gila i get the man of my dreams, some of it ada la, but only a gist of it, otherwise; jerks & si-fat-loong. HAHAHA. yes cantonese is the new music to my ears now. Ofcourse im learning all the bad words. Iran as well. Dontcha just love malaysia? :D ONE MALAYSIA !!

Lets see, friends getting married, having babies. Is it me or am i just not getting the bigger picture on love anymore? Yikes. Bukan taknak, but takda yang match my criteria. Finding one, sambil letting you find me. I know you're there. But is it you that im gonna be happy with at the end of the day? I dont want you to be all "shit i waited so long and this is it ????". I dont think its necessary. But it all depends on what, why, who and when. there's nothing in life that is worth fighting for. Berani ke? Ive been on that path before. Path to destruction la kot. HAMPEH. But i let myself go that time, time to get myself back together. ahhaha. Putting the pieces back together la kan and now, its almost done. thank god. Not easy okay! almost a year dah ni. stylus la coolios~

persimmon is whaaaat i tgh makan now. Mom has a friend over, so i cannot kacau her. ian busy reading motor trader yang tengah baca dia skarang neh. Andy and lin? No idea. apai? busy fcuking his slut kot. :) Tonight, its a goodddd night because i memang tidur lammmmbat. semua dah terpleott. bile la nak dapat lappy baru neh :( waaaa. Owh ok so i am contemplating on either the e series or n series ni. Nokia sahaja, thanks. Hahaha. So which one! Taknak bb! Urgh. Nak lenovo pls? PLEASE? Hhehe. Okay lah, i banyak lagi nak update ni but shit ah, penat la. Ngantok :D gooooodnight la bayyybehs~! mushmush chenta! <33