07 November 2009

Folie à deux ?


ehhh fuck la. kau ni annoying macam bangsat tau tak. kimak. do u fucking know you make my life miserable je all this while? yes the faCT that youre nice at times. but was that just a show? gosh. living in denial. buto la wei. two of you can go jahanam for all i care. this is what they call marah kerana alasaan yang diterima kurang memberangsangkan. i mean like korang bukannye busy sangat pun. nak tolong gini dah bising cam pundek. fuck!! so annoyed to even look at both of your fucking faces. PLEASE LA GET OUTTA MY SIGHT.

Supposed to have a study group later at mcd, see lah how en, ade pukimak so baik go and spoil my fucking plans for today. BENCI BENCI BENCI. Argh. Hmm so besides that, ATH 155 killer subject siot. like seriouslyyyy dow. Sinan? Bihzad? persian painters? Wtf? aaaaaaaaa :( save me from this misery. Islamic art, why in the world do we have to learn this subject in detail???????? Ada effect ka? Mmm exactly, NO. I dont even know why i have to take up these islam islam related subjects. Its just so wrong because i do not have the basic and fundamentals in islam apatah lagi bab art dia. Adoi. CANNOT GO BETUL LA! TAK LEH BLAAAA.

Copek la 9th berlalu, im thinking of staying in sa till like, bebile la. Then only balik around 13 gitu. Nasib ar kan, ade aku kesah? Que serra serra jom! I dont get it tau, i mean its our blog, people read and people terasa. I mean dude, u fucking know right... its a goddamn blog. It includes heavy positive or negative emotions in here. And if we bloggers talk shit about this person we like/hate, kalau ade la nama kau dalam blog tu lain cite. But korang2 yang baca ni kan always assume its you as if takde satu hari dalam hidup ni pon yang tak de kene mengena dengan kau. You dont revolve around our world la wei. Well in ma case la kannn, they dont revolve around my world. Ye la, kan this world is full of fucking backstabbing two faced cunts. What to do, sabar je la kan. Yes. Sabar, but for how long? We'll see dellany mayy!!

Uarghh its already 12 pm noon. And ive been up since 8? Kinda early. Slept at 4. Chillax bersama cels and troll. huahahaha. schomels ja. kete dorang hampir kena clam. kurang ajo la pak itam tu. tunjuk boss konon, ko tu guard je kot. takya nak macho2 dengan perot gendott mue splosen kau tu wei. menyampah aku tau. rasa nak je aku tarok emulsion kat muka kau, pastu gune sandpaper. tu pon kalau kau boleh di-ejassssss lagi la muke kau yang annoying cam pantek tu. Im sorry la kay. dellany may has been thru an emo rollercoaster that never seems to stop. Life is indeeed a biiiiiiitch. But make the best outta it, and look on the brighter side of liifeeeeeee :D

Hey.. im confused. Seriously la kan, i dont think its gonna work out. I just dont think so. I mean really, chemistry was there. But i just cant see it anymore. I dont think i can do this. Im sorry. Okay lah chupchup. Study time. Im sleepy and moody. How la how nak study ni. Siotttttt!!!! Argh!! apape je la. Laters.

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