to whom it may concern.

Im fucking depressed, weak and yes u may think im lame and psychotic or whatever you wanna think of me, i dont care. I love you and i know you do too or atleast i think you do. You know why i wanna try? I told you. I texted you. I need you around to actually do this with me. Please say you'll give it your best sayang. Im doing my best to preserve what we have and im not willing to let go of something so good. Its just not worth all the sacrifice weve made before. please dont go. please think about it, you know we can work it out if we wanted it to.