Malam ni, well pagi ni i kelaparan. Nak je keluar beli makanan kan, tapi aku takut sial nak gi carpark tu. Dah la gelap. Tapi my perut is having some kinda trance party and its rushing up to my head. I feel masam-masam dah perut nih. Well whatja know, i belum makan dinner. I didnt feel so good tadi, anyway i think i can differentiate love and lust. Its totally a different feeling, after doing some reading ( no experience k ) lust macam, yeah both wanting the same thing,you tend to do something out of our impulse, then the next day, hello stranger. Love? Feels like there's a neverending story to it and it feels special and bare in mind, its awesome. One of the best things in life , Love.
Sometimes i wonder if the guy we love , really loves us for what we are or who we are or basically, what we have. Sure, every guy is different, but when you've gone out with enough of them (and, ahem, we have) you start to see some patterns. Am i just right or whaaaat??? Kan kan kan. Well, i tend to get the same ones. Somewhere somehow mesti ada something yang BERSAMAAN. But naa, boonchness ni so far, doin aaaight. If a relationship feels like too much work after the first month, it'll be 10 times harder a year from now :( HMMM. Harapanku, tidak menjadi begini pada masa akan datang. If i do bring you trouble, leave NOW.
I was browsing for perfumes, lingeries ( hehehe ) and yeah banyak benda lagi. Talked to one of my "friend" tadi hahhaha emo siot dia. Btw, kalau ko baca sorry ar aku tak reply sms kau and if oi oi doesnt work for u, aku malas nak msg dah. Hahahah. Oh noooo, Bunyi azan dah bermula ni, menandakan matahari akan terbit soon! Dont watch the latest underworld. ridiculous gile. I nak tengok bedtime stories, umm what else. Disaster movie ke apa tah. lots more. But as usual, kena la download kan. Hmmmm!! So prices for movie nak naik dah, gimana? International movies harga naik, i'd still watch. Oh well.
Malam ni i think chinese new year is officially not so new to them anymore lah, esok orang start balik kerja and all and WOW. I have tons to do la sebenarnye. Kejap lagi nak keluar dengan darlingsku. I wonder if malam ni jadi ke tak ni keluar, kalau tak haha esok je la keluar. So so sooooo, Shoes, susah benar nak cari my size because im a 10 or 11. Yes big feet. I know. Hmmmmft! i saw an online shop selling x-rated stuff, alamak best siot aku usha, hahahha so newlyweds, be prepared what you might just get from me. Hehehe *evil*. Ive got pimples onma face and it aint cool at all. My face is super duper oily and i feel like a bottle of cooking oil fell on me. Sheesh.
Im gonna go basuh muka now, jap lagi the girls are coming. Hmmmm. Okiedoks. Xoxo my love and sayang oooo sayanggggggggggggg, sayang sayang sayang. hahahha. x)
2 comments:
hey babe..
hehehe:) tak leh kata apa-apa:P
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