Oh its like that now huh ?

I know you did  it, simply because YOU DID and this time kantoi BIG TIME . Keeping the skeletons in the closet now . Its okay I hope you find peace in doing so . Because if i find those skeletons one of the bone structure might just fly in your eye or throat for all i care :) I shall do what i do best, ignore . Two can play this dirty game . Touche bitch . Bug off lah , im on my way to inner peace , dont expect me to see you anywhere near me soon <3 I have a gut full of hate before, now? Pass that dutttccchhhh~ Fuck you and goodbye .

2012: New everything for me. New room New life New NEW NEW NEW !

Well lets just say 2011 was one hell of a dramatic moment for me and i was up and down the bumpy road. But guess what? It doesnt matter. Ive loved you for a thousand years life, but you never fail on me. YET. so i take this oppurtunity to thank god for everything and especially thank god for making my life better in times of trouble. I forgive those who have done wrong and i beg for forgiveness to those who ive done wrong to. now were zero to hero's no? :)

There is someone who i truly miss. So much. But i guess i feel like denying it because yeah, i would rather live a lie than to live something that im not even certain that its even there. It feels like it was just yesterday that january 2011 kicked in, but hey its already 2012 and what are your newyear resolutions friends? Mine is rather cliche la but yeah, who doesnt wish for a good and prosperous new year? Ofcourselah everyone does kan.

Yes, this year i have lost and gained a few friends, saw new colours of life, had a deep thought on everything in this world that never crossed my mind. Ive made alot of mistakes along the way, but that is what that made me wiser and stronger than usual today, thank god for that. Its always fate that tentukan everything for us in this world. Can we change it? Well people say you can adjust the destiny, but i think everything, and i mean EVERYTHING happens for a reason. If my life was a book, i think it'll be like a dummy for losers la, but i have faith in myself, when i breakdown and cry and on my weakest point in life, i know there'll always be a greener sunnier and brighter side of the dark hollow city of destruction.

So ohohoho semalam had a crazy trip to ipoh one day trip je lah sottttt ! I think maybe later on when im all up for work in the carrier life, i wanna pay off my debts from ptptipu and get myself a good car. As long as its within my means of paying la, also have to look at my salary tho :( Pffft. Its so weird looking at my friends who are working already and like oh okay, what do you do ? "naa im working" and im like oh, im still in uni. Please la taknak repeat my semester already pleaaaaaaase. Ive never repeated any and i dont wish to repeat any of those. Wasting time saja kan?? Its JANUARY DELL, WORK IT MA~

So, i gotta say i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally adore someone for the courage and all to be so expressive or "repulsive or impulsive" but deep down inside i think im starting to develop this feeling which is kinda like a glitch, come to think about it its just a phase right? I mean everyone gets butterflies at their tummy and then suddenly those butterflies just wanna make u puke and all you wanna do is get a can of ridsect and psssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhtttttt "mampus kau ramama~". I dont know. I think its just; Another Phase of Lovebug 101.

ahahahhahah typo's 2011

hi 2012

Nope,

sorry .

You're no longer my muse .

i need .

In any and all relationships that we have in which we care for another person and have some kind of commitment to this person, we have to be willing to sacrifice. Yes sometimes we must give things that we may not always want to give away, and included in this is our time. Time is very important because it is something that once gone will never be given back, but is necessary to give away to people we love in order to best strengthen the bond that we have with them.

Making the time out of our busy days to spend with those that we love is probably the best way to show someone that we care. Life is more about how present you are in somebody else's instead of how much material wealth that you are able or desire to give them. Instead of your relationships being about what you can spend on presents to your loved ones, make it about what you can spend in time with your loved ones, your presence.

zOMGah

I don't know,
I don't know when
But somehow you seemed to move right on in
Didn't look like any man I'd be with
So I decided I'd keep you as a friend
After we had started spending some time
I had to stop and look at you one more time
Its been a while since someones treated me right
I'm so glad I've got you in my life