16 August 2010

Seven .

7 months Ago, we were in love .

7 months ago, things were different .

7 months ago, i was yours.

The 7 months ago, you had your chance .

7 months and forever, starting from now , i will always love you and care for you like no other .

7 days , 7 months , 7 years , i will be sorry .

You're my lucky number 7 .

Goodbye .

15 August 2010

curses .

qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm . stress kejap please .

Buffarilla - buffalo + gorilla = how i feel now because I'm binging on everything :\ NOT GOOD ! kilokilokiller !

memew jahat .

Penat and havin back aches .

Assignment : RMD , En Ron , Interview , Philosophy , xP die die die .

Goodnight lah .

rentetan

The fact we're over doesnt mean we cannot be friends. the fact i dont say i love u doesnt mean i dont give a shit about you , i love u now and always will but as a FRIEND. Youre pushing the limits i tell u , i try to be patient to understand you. Again, this is why i think things couldnt work out. We live in denial , but we dont have to PUSH it. Pretending its OVERLY OKAY. Its not, just be normal , you seem all plastic and it scares me talk to you . I think you are just childish, i said bye and you went offline !? Whaaat? I was just giving you space boy. I dont know la what you want, maybe i'll do you a huge favour. I'll be gone for good. For real. Goodbye. Just incase if you read this, dont be trippin. Again , my deepest apology and farewell. We'll still be friends , only if youre sincere and okay by then. If youre not, forget about talking to me. I know you cant. Urgh you out of all the poeple i was hoping to not get a sarcastic remark, i did. Thank you very much. :) i'm ok, marah sikit je . Nanti ok la tu. Goodbye .

11 August 2010

sssh .

Today, the silence of my phone made me realized something .
waiting for a text . waiting for a call .
nothing . You went MIA perhaps .
So i called , I texted .
Last was " Baby i'm sorry i raised my voice ."
I replied Its ok, Its raise btw because you spelled it RISE . That made me smile for a second .
Maybe that annoyed you . Ah , so what ? Sikit je tu . Nak emo ? Okay =)


This aint funny and its not a game i'd like to participate in .
If this is your way of saying goodbye .
I dare you to do it .
Just tell it to my face, this 2nd september .

I'm waiting .
Pfft .

Ps* I love you .

Confused

Love ,
you kept me waiting for something i wasnt sure .
I had to let it go.
For , i have found something that seemed more meaningful .
I couldnt help myself .
I felt this big guilt and i felt so angry and rejected .
Wondering where did we go wrong,
wondering why did i stop loving you.
I guess we were just not meant to be.
I am happy with the one i love now.
I hope you are too.
Someday my love,
you will find happiness.
When that day comes,
till we meet again.

Love ,
Me.