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I don't know,
I don't know when
But somehow you seemed to move right on in
Didn't look like any man I'd be with
So I decided I'd keep you as a friend
After we had started spending some time
I had to stop and look at you one more time
Its been a while since someones treated me right
I'm so glad I've got you in my life

uptothedate.

Hello peeps! Its been ages since ive last updated anything about me so here it goes. Well same old same old ive been busy and the only friend ive been meeting up with was muzzy! Hanged out with him twice since a few years back, nice catching up with him. My gurls, i dont know what theyve been up to lah because honestly i am super busy and whenever im free i just wanna laze at home or probably runaway to a place for some ME TIME. So i got myself some groupon vouchers, didnt get the spa thing tho because i cannot be urut-ed la. I dont know but somehow it hurts when they picit here and there.

On the Uni life, hmm first review went great i got a 6 if im not mistaken, second was fucked. My fault for not consulting my lecturers now and then but heyyyy :( i have nothing to show them bah so how to show lah right? Pfft. Sad sad. So yeah it wasnt good. I stayed up the whole night stoning infront of my laptop surprisingly i wasnt sleepy at all :D good sign na? Hurm my lecturer said if i kept on doing this i might see their faces again next semester? Seriosly dont be so mean to me lahhhh aku nak grad same time as my friends and wear that damn jubah and fuck mtiu for good. She was disappointed with me lah because kelas rajin datang but nak consult tu i macam malas. YES malas. I admit. Urghh i feel like i dont have the urge to do this anymore. I guess the whole final year jitters starting to kick in and yeah. My thesis, lecturer havent done any correction to it, i mean seriously, i dont even have my questionnaires in it!? How am i to do the findings? Unless i get the secondary data but that would be a rip off innit? sigh someday im gonna miss the uni life for real.

Got myself a dick mug. I officially own a dick haha thanks to muzzy la i got the mug at TDH, not such a bad place but its SO effing crowded!! Umm first time went to the beer factory too with him the other day, and it was as usual; crowded. I hate rowdy places because its so hard to talk to people like to catch up on things and stuff but yeah glad to know i have a new drinking buddy. Its bee a while ive drank tho. Daddy's birthday is on the 9th which is friday night tomorrow. Gotta build an excuse for mom, i know she hates seeing me going to my dads place in ipoh there. I mean, come on. Hes still my dad ma, mana boleh buang batu? In the end dia kasi wang juga sama saya. So hard having two sets of parents. Well mommy tak la. But i mean separate places to split myself. :) who knows i might not see my dad anymore? hee ;B

About me, now i kena demam panas suddenly. Out of no where, and out of all the 365 days in a year why now pulak sakit? Damn la, banyak plans okay. Potong stim la. Mmm the other day me and my brother was sittin on the bed in my room, BOOM cupboard atas hanging tu, jatuh on me and him. He kena keyboard lama i, HAHAHHA damn epic okay our faces. Muka macam nampak hantu or something mystical happened right before our very eyes. Dah la tengah tengok the ward at that time tu, haaa maybe the bass of my woofer shook the crap outta my cupboard hence, making it not stable and runtuh sudah. Sakit, my bahu and my tangan disabled ( sounding so dramatic but its true okay ). SO i think maybe i need a massage. Hurmm. I miss someone so badly but i dont know if its all worth missing? I mean yeah where will it all lead to anyway? Sigh. Decisions. This part of being an adult sucks. The older you get the more complicated decision making you have to make in life and its a bummer; BIG TIME. I feel like cutting my hair because i feel like its long already and its kinda making me feel rimas but if i cut my hair, i bet i'll look like s to the hit. hahahaha.

Umm I just pray to god la, not only in times of despair but also for the moments im still alive to feel and witness things in life. Things arent going so good, but god is great and im sure he has better plans for every failure in life right? Keeping myself on the positive side hurts man, but hey.. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger right? Hmm my lecturer said i could be a good copywriter because my taglines are catchy and i can write, but i feel that my grammar has gone upside down because its been a while since i spoke english like you know all those "konon" complicated words to make me sound sophisticated kinda thing. Man i need to read. I used to love reading. But now, deteriorated interest. See? Does that even make any sense at all to you? Macam tak je kan? Okay, IGNORE.

My cousin jasmine got married, congrats and now having a baby :D cant wait to be an aunt and welcome the new family member! Heehee. My throat feels like theres sand in it and you cant wash it off, so there's a small hawaii in my throat but it feel so......ITCHY!? I wish i could use the berus jamban or acid to just clear it out. Now i really need to lose weight because my friend asked me if its the shirt or have i gained weight. Maybe its the new look. -__-" Not good. Later jatuh saham babe, tak bernas la itu machammm ho? hehe.

See when i write, or type; my sms's and blogs are never short because i believe in expression. Some people think its trashtalking. Look, kalau tak suka cakap la. No need la " oh lazy to read ah ". Siot sakit hati, so nextime i know how to text la, all singkat short short ones only. Okay i think im gonna get my power nap now and maybe think on my tvc and billboard so i can consult my lecturers about it. MUST be a little bit more rajin dell, final sem FINAL SEMESTER LIKE BYE BYE UITM DI HATIKU AFTERTHIS. *cant wait* >.< i need a vacay!! A.S.A.P i want penang feringghi please? :) That will do just fine. So i shall update soon if i am rajin because im shivering now, my feet macam lemah lutut je. :o ITS A SIGN. Haahaha. Oklabai

xoxo,
Dell.

benci ?

I was fine before you walked into my life 
I hate your hair, your clothes and your style 
I hate your humor, your voice and your smile 
I hate everything that belongs to you Because they just remind me of you 
I hate you when you don’t even care to talk at me 
I hate you when you ignore the stupid me 
I hate to see you because the more I see you, the more I think of you 
I hate you when I wake up in the morning Because you are the first thing on my mind 
I hate you when I go to bed at night Because you are always in my dreams 
I hate you when I’m feeling lonely 
I hate you when you’re feeling sad Because you never share with me 
I hate you when I try to get close to you Because you never understand me 
I hate you because no matter how hard I try I cannot get you out of my mind 
I hate you because the truth is that I can’t hate you any more 
I hate you because I never hate you at all 

I hate you because you don’t know how much I <3 you

Dear stranger .

I’m not quite sure who you are or where you are, or even when we’ll meet. but i don’t think that really matters. I have hope that we’ll meet one day, an not just in that cliche’ way like all those guys before. No, when i meet you, i’ll know you’re the one, and you’ll know it too. We’ll have low times and high, we’ll defy all the things we thought were impossible together because that’s how strong our love will be. And then we’ll finally understand why we were hurt so many times before in our pasts. It was all leading up to this, this love that will bring us so much joy; people will think it’s something right out of a movie. And if we’re only meant to be for so long, i hope we can move on in the best way we can, and later on in life we’d tell our story like it was a book. and indeed it will be, just like a book. Whether our time is long or short. because that’s what soulmates do. they give us hope, and lead us to where we’re meant to be.

I can’t wait. But i will. till then,

Love,
Me

itchy , plis scratchy ? no ?

Woah ive never seen a guy wearing so much concealer and sounding so musculine before but his eyebags are almost the size of everest. Damn son. You need some sleep. Yeah anyway, ive got this suspicious feeling about you. Are you for real or do you have something up your sleeves? Because if you do i swear i will fucking hate you till the world ends. I dont fucking care. I mean ive been in this situation before and what do you do about it this time ? Nothing. Dude, i know you're practically doin ya thanggg and all but dont leave me hanging with questions lah, very typical of you to do so and i think that you are such a waste of time if you want something more than what i can provide than im sorry la i dont fit in your job requirements. Maybe youre chewing more than what you can swallow. Naaaa whatever it is come clean la, takboleh macam ni dow. Pfft. I hope you make your words sweet and delicious and they're all in bite size pieces so when you choke on em, atleast sedap sikit tekak tu nak menelan yo? ;)

Well im glad to know that i got 6 out of 10 % for my first review and i know that it might not be something i should be proud of and i am indeed so relieved that i did well enough for my work. I didnt have much sketches to show the lecturer and i think 6 was rather high but the lecturer understood my concept and ideation and im glad she did because i was panicking when i explained her what the hell i wanted to do for my project. OH god please be with me through this tough steps in life and grant me the patience and will to do my work without this negativity and procrastinating sickness. THESIS THESIS THESIE THISSUCKS. I know i can do it right, i mean its just 5000 words? fuck me then. GAwrgh. ok update sebentar lagi ! chalo i wanna continue my family guy, new girl, terranova and 500 days of summer sappy movie. kisskiss.