In God, we trust — Asrul Hadi Abdullah Sani

JAN 9 — Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku,
These are the proud words that colour our love for the country.
Rakyat hidup, bersatu dan maju,
Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,
These are our promise that unites us as one nation regardless of race, creed and religion.
Raja kita, selamat bertakhta.
Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,
Raja kita, selamat bertakhta
These are our prayers for the country’s past, future, and present.
Malaysia's history began hundreds of years before Parameswara sat under that faithful tree and the golden age of the Muslim Malacca Empire.
The iconic empire which has been used to represent the Malay spirit was originally a Hindu dynasty and so were the other great kingdoms in the country.
Other great “lost” Hindu kingdoms include the second-century Gangga Negara in Perak, the ancient Langkasuka founded in Kedah, third-century Pan Pan in Kelatan and the old Kedah kingdom of Kadaram.
Only then came the Muslim sultanates of Malacca, Kedah, Johor and Sulu.
The rich history of Malaysia proves that the country has always been a centre of trade and culture where people of different religions lived together without prejudice.
Even the great ancient Greek scholar, Ptolemy, referred to the Malay peninsula as the Golden Chersonese or golden peninsula.
The Malay culture is a testament of the early kingdoms and modern Malaysia, a mixture of different religious and cultural practices.
The traces of our history could be seen through the influence of Sanskrit and Arabic in Bahasa Malaysia.
Such influences include the Sanskrit word Tuhan.
Therefore it surprised me when some Muslims argue that if the Christians use the word "Allah", it will deviate the religion and its followers.
If this is true then is it blasphemous for Muslims to use the word Tuhan which is used to describe the Hindu deity?
Are our young Muslim children in danger of deviating from Islam when they the sing “Negaraku” and pledge the Rukunegara during the morning assembly?
Or have the imams all over Malaysia sinned when they recite, “Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku,” in their doa during Friday prayers?
The hardliners have also argued that the Christians cannot use the word "Allah" because Muslims would not be able to differentiate Islam and the other religions.
How is this so? Islam is not about the literal emphasis but a deeper understanding.
Revered Muslim scholars and founders of Islamic schools of thought have emerged from a region where both Christians and Muslims use the word "Allah".
Both the Bible and the Quran use Arabic in the region but what differentiates the two?
The meaning and teachings from the sacred revelations.
I think the fear is not Islam but Malay supremacy because religion and race have been intertwined in the country that the community believes that Islam is their right.
The lines between race and religion have been blurred that the Malays believe that their culture is Islam itself to the extent that social acts which were Hindu in origin have become Islamic.
The extremists believe that the non-Malays will use Islam to jeopardize Malay rights and standing in the country.
But Islam is not for a few but for all and preaches equality. This is best illustrated in the Prophet Muhammad's last sermon.
"All mankind is from Adam and Eve, an Arab has no superiority over a non-Arab nor a non-Arab has superiority over an Arab.
"Also a white has no superiority over black nor a black has superiority over white except piety and good action."
Even if the problem is Islam and the word "Allah", why is there such fear?
One of the leaders during the demonstration explained that the use of the word "Allah" is only the beginning and that "they will use Prophet Muhammad."
As a Muslim, is it not an honor that any religion would use the word "Allah" and our beloved Prophet to preach love and compassion?
It saddened me when three churches were attacked yesterday because Islam is not hate.
Islam's love can be seen through the Prophet's father-in-law, closest companion, adviser and first Caliph.
Before each battle, Abu Bakar would warned his generals not to disturb any saints and worshipers of other religions and not to destroy any places of worship.
But yesterday, a group of terrorists decided to desecrate several places of worship in the name of "Allah."
Their actions do not only insult Islam but belittle the beautiful religion.
I urge all Muslims to deplore these unIslamic acts and show the world the true meaning of Islam.
Assamualaikum. May peace be upon you and all of us. Amin.

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I'll tell you how i like it . Hahahhaha. Pagi-pagi dah kena kejut dengan pitbull dah, ceneh ? Wahahaha. Oh yes, another thing is, i sedang memikirkan bagaimana untuk mendapatkan sumber inspirasi for this coming semester. But first of all, a cliche new year wish, happy new year to all, forgive my wrongdoings and you know what to those who i've hurt or those who has hurt me, its all zero baby. New year, new chapter, new people, new this and that. ITS A FRESH START. Ha semalam iqa said buy doughnuts and eat, to bring goodluck. Shit. Nanti gi beli n makan. hahahah. Prosperity la konon kan. NOT. So anyways, NYE was quite off, but i enjoyed it alot. although ade bruises here and there, i mean nigga !! Whatta kwannnnn! ahaha. Sakit body kiri kanan. Phewhh. Next time kirim kat sherrr je ma smirrnofffffalovables. Huhuhuh. We dont need ecstacy or booze to get high. Laughter is the best medicine. And shut your piehole fuckface, i wasnt drunk okay, some fucker go bukak cerita to you and no, i wasnt drunk when u saw me at the fucking mamak, besides it was 10pm, who the fuck gets drunk 10 pm and hangs out at a mamak? I mean get a grip cibai, you are way beyond fucked up. Do not make remarks like that, before i claw your fuckin face off. Bloody cunt.

Next up! This year i hope and pray for exitement, knowledge experience strength discipline and patience. Hehehe. I gotta struggle sikit for the grades. Lets talk about love? Am i ready to step in the zone? Hmm maybe, if it happens, why not. If it doesnt, im not gonna throw myself out there to sacrifice myself buta-buta. Been there, done that. Left me feeling used and abused. So in my life, heartache and pain, i dont know if i can face it again. But like i said, love comes again someday, who knows when. Either embrace it or ignore it. Kan? yes yes. NYE was at bangsar, twentyone. Old people nye club, youngsters nye groove. How? Dont ask. Just enjoy la kan, afterall age is just a bunch of digits meant to confuse the maturity of an individual. :)

Im not working with maxis dah. Awwh cene neh. Sedey jugek la kan. Owh well, takpe. waiting for the next month nye pay to keluar. Then once again, retail therapy & some me time. hehehe. Gotta get someone a gift as well. cene neh. Laptop pongg tak bikin lagi ney. Adoiai. Takpe. I can do this, im steppin in the duaploduahan zone. hahaha. damn growin older sial. :( nehiii. But ada jugk advantages dia. suka suka suka. So anyway, i am gonna update more soon.Need to go walk2 and beli stuff, starting classes soon. Sigh. Nak cuti lagi, takda mood nak berkelas melas lagi ni. awwwwhh. Okay, toodles! much love, me !

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sodap .

Nak this avatar ;) Rawwwwwwwwwwrrrrrrrr. I dont mind him in blue kalerr !

1 2 3 , chao .

Sometimes kan, aku rasa nak je tepok dahi org tu laju2. I mean come on babe, the thing is i tak kenal u so kira baik dah tu i actually replied your im's. So dont push it. The fact that i dont even know who the f im talking to, potential waste of time, your unfriendliness nye ways, childishness and semua ber ness/ish la kan. But u knw what, god bless darlin. may you find better "friends". So yes, i texted bods a couple of days back, hmm it was kinda awkward. yes i wanted info's and stuff la kan, but i mean shit wei. I got the whole cold shoulder treatment from you tetiba? Damn son, if u aint gonna be a tru friend, guess i'd rather have nothin with u bro. TERASA KOT. hmm. Lantak kau la , janji kau bahagia and doin good in life, god bless sangat2.

Next up, melepet bersama tunkus and tetessss. hhahha. Double T-rouble. Why? I made a stupid bimbo-ish stunt in the carpark masa nak park kereta kat pavillion. Ade la buggy ni comel tepi kete kan, i nak potong la konon, pastu naik bump kan, ok xpe lagi. Tang ternampak parking(which is not a parking lot) i swirved to the right ah, pastu nampak alamak bukan parking, second one pon kena majal lagi, so mane tak bengang, buggy tu pon potong i, i tak puas hati i pon nak memecut, but ade bump lalu enjin kereta hampir mati ye tuan tuan dan puan puan, lalu saya teruskan perjalanan dengan mengoverline kan diri(bangga and kurang malu sebab enjin tak mati) So i couldnt concentrate la kan melihat parking2 yang dusta itu, akhirnya sampai kat entrance mane ah, b2 kan, ade parking, lepas kena tipu baeeeek punya i ACTUALLY FOUND A FCUKIN PARKIN LOT YANG KOSONG, a PROPER PARKING SPOT. Sigh. Agak malu la kan, kena gelak dengan abang bangla/vietnam/myanmar/portugese/nigga buggy rider tu. Kurang ashammmm.

Yeneweis, I watched avatar kat pavillion semalam. SANGAT COOL. I wanna ride those damn irgan or toruk pe lanchau blabla thingy that flies. asyik naik kancil je, nak jugak naik those narung(naga+burung) thingys. :( nak nak nak !!! Next attraction in movies i wanna watch....jengjengjeng

• Clash of the titans
  
  
• Percy Jackson and the Olympians Movie: The Lighting Thief
   

• Wolfman

Okay, thats about it. Someone must teman me watch please, i dont wanna get dvd's sebab lama nak tunggu the clear one and another is because i want the sound effect la kot. Hehehee. So anyways, poslaju bodoh sebab ada satu parcel i kena collect kat gombak batu caves ke apa lanchaoooo tah kan, i dont go that area let alone to drive there? I mean, has the postman lost his mind ke aapaaaaaa! send la to the nearest one nearby my house ke apa. ADOI. Annoying nyew :( hish. But me parcel is in the zone. woohoo. suke suke suke! :)) Gaji tu, kena subsidize la i rasa kan. Untuk mengelakkan inflasi sifar. Chewah. No la, i went over budget de la how how how. MIA. Shit kan i am so screwed. Hopefully the salary boleh la cover rent+uitm fee payment+ other things. Phewh. Calculated my sales! Reached up to 610 la kot, hopefully dapat buat lebih dari apa yg patut ni, kan dah nak year end sale, maxis customers and other people yang teringin broadband and postpaid, apa tunggu. come get ur ass 2 the nearest maxis agent or center and register.

I need to reconsolate my self. Holidays please be extended. :'( takley bla.

xoxo, nak mandi and k.o ladies and genties. Nanites and love ya!

knocked us down.

Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad.
A confused heart,
cant love for sure,
a confused love,
is something that we endure,
a confused girl,
who's stuck in a state of hate,
cant love a confused boy,
who's apology came too late......