love makes you....

I hate the way you drive me mad
And the way my head won't shut
I hate that you can make me glad
And the burning that won't cut

I hate the way you made me fall]
And how myself i found
I hate my ringtone when you call
I hate that stupid sound

I hate the way my heart shivers
The time you call my cell
I hate that thoughts flow like rivers
Inside my head is hell

I hate the way you read my mind
I hate what you make me feel
I hate how I've become this blind
I hate that you are real

I hate it how you stole my pride
I hate that I admit
I hate the way I boil inside
And how my heart you lit

I hate to think that you are small
I hate to think you're not
I hate to think that above all
I might not get a shot

I hate the things you make me do
And how you make me shove
I hate that i do not hate you
I hate it might be love...

kimak sial.

You talk the good talk
You tell what you know,
You think that you have all of the answers
You put on a real good show.

You say not to do something
But you do it the same,
When somebody else does it
You call them out of their name.

You are lacking in areas but yet
You put down someone else,
You need to stop focusing on what I'm doing
Pay attention to yourself.

You need to realize who you are
You will find out sooner than later,
You criticize and you judge
You are a hypocrite and a hater.

Why? Who are you?
Don't walk around like your shit don't stink,
Before you open your mouth
You need to stop and think.

Don't be mad at me because you are mean and
People don't respond well to you,
Think about some of the things that you say and
Some of the things that you do.

There are too many things going on
To be focusing on what I'm doing,
A personality or sense of humor
Should be what you are pursuing.

kebahagiaan yang pelik.

Ladies and gentlemen, rawr! hehe. Exams are coming soon. How la how to face. I tak study apapa lagi ni. this semester is so fucked la. banyak gila draaaaama! haha. Unhealthy ones i mean. Pfft. So here's my current addiction :

chocolates.

bright colors.

ps & ai brushes.

dancing.

singing.

laughing ( gile abnormal ! )

knock you down :) *i think im in like with you*

ohhh itu lah current fetish ku. So whats next? I got one last assignment to do, nak blaja cam susah je now. I plan to finish up my work now!! OOHHHH MY GOD and tau tak, he somehow is being a jerk. tah, tetibe i rasa cam annoying sial mamat tu. Bengong gylaas. Argh. MERIMASKAN. yes. thats the word. clingy? Maybe lah kan. Gosh. Dah dah. Dia bole PMLL. Heheheh. ;) me and my never ending secret codes la kan. hahahha. Biaq pi.

So oklah friends and loveku, i shall beransur pulang dulu, japgi i nak blog balik i blog ler. :) selamat tinggal !

cibai la dia.

people change for a bloody reason ok. a good fucking reason. but you? pffft. fuck la keep your lousy fucked up words and buang dalam tong sampah. because thats where you belong. so much for i dont wanna see you around that kinda thing. tetibe ada ternampak kereta you pulak dah. whatever la. go die la. i couldnt care less dah. Im just upset n pissed. Whatever it is, no longer shall i have any commitments. You can go to hell for all i care. Lepas ni kalau aku nampak apape kena mengena dengan kau, aku buat bodo je. Senang. Why fuss all over those who doesnt give a shit at all tapi menyusahkan and buat kita rasa bodoh and fucked up kan ? Depressing mother f betul kau ni cibaikiaaaa. Depressing.

Went out with my neighbours! Such nice guys, really friendly and sweet. It was one hella good time. makan, and karaoke. Painted the house too, with their help! Woohoo. Bagus dan bagus. THANKS DARLS! Tapi slack tu je la bila tertengok lak cebisan cibai dia kat sana. Eww. Dah dah. case of the ex can go fucking "change" for all i care. tukar ape? puki? batang? Tutup dengan mane2 bende in this world pun, your fucked up attitude still shows wei. Amen to you, cheers. Loser sial. God does not permit people like you in heaven, change now before its too late. Karma is a bitch, you'll reap what you sow. Someday, eventually lah kan.

Shit wei, brochure smua tak siap lagi ni. SHITS. Tanak repeat next sem :( study pon blom. HOWW!! FARKED. Ok lah, i nak lepas geram only la kan, but now better. back to work baby back to work. xoxo. Ttyl.

ah.

kusut.stress. smua ada. banyak lagi nak siapkan. brochure palat tu, wtf man. ish babeng. and the mock up? fuck wei. ohh god have mercy. ahaahaha.

Hey fucka, thanks for nothing, seriously cibai mofo la kau. I cant believe i still can bagi muke. Fuck you and fuck off. Seriously. Pergilah Mampus, Thanks.

Newsflash! Currently have a new healthy fetish. Hehehe. I LOIKE. Not crush like crush suka addicted thing, but yeah, bagus ah. Useful innit? SO near yet so FAR! Hahahaha. Terbaik! ahaha. I kena switch rooms ni. Banyak keje, how? Hmm. Later la fikir. SO much unwanted drama's sial this year. Bodoh nak mampus. Boleh tak tolong bla? Gosh. Like seriously, wtf man. Ish. I wanna get ma groove and work on ladies and gentlemen. Muahmuah. Catch you later people.