episode 21, babak September 6.

okay now i dont know why but i gettin the monthly itch and cravings. I sent a text which i shouldnt have sent or said anything because by the end of the day i know what the reply will be. Its either : nothing or something i would expect coming my way dah. Alaaaa. Malu sial. Fuck la. Nevermind, aku ada courage to do so kan so pedulik apa la kan? Hahahaha. Cheers Dellany May. Get outta your bloody shell.

Went out with kim last night. Catch up on old stories and yeah, we totally layered the facts and lies chronologically and it was superb. Macam-macam secrets aku tau sial. Hahahaha. Bartender, Tequila please! Sigh, that time was only teh o ice. Ooooh i crave to go clubbing, dancing and drinking the night away. Just for fun, miss partying and havin a healthy heart fling! Not pussy flings k. Itu luar dari kawasan liputan keberahian. ahahahahha.

Umm keje aku banyak je lagi actually but i think i wanna take a break jap. I wanna go genting for a short holiday, getaway. Penang ke. Somewhere la, anybody up for the ride ? Bole la roger i yer. I wanna go terengganu la kan, got nice pulau's and white turtles if you know what i mean ;) eheh. Mmmm, i know its cliche, bt men are all the same. seriously, maybe te one's ive met la. I cant seem to find the charming nerd. I wanna find a nerd. A good boy on the outside but nasty inside. Got such things ah ? Hahaha. I saw this video clip on youtube. Absolutely adored the dude. I dont mind dating someone blur/nerd/badboy like men. But it all depends, i would still prefer brains over beauty(jantan).

I have 3 ke 2 + years to habis and fuck, i cannot sabar. Gonna work, tolong mama with bills, kumpul duit, blablabla. stable job, life then fikir pasal settle down. what if im too old for that? shit. ahhaah. Cyberspace spouses! ahahaha. No no. If its fated that wat, apa la nasib aku kan, terima je la redha je la dengan apa yang ade. Oooh, aku sakit belakang ni cene nak paint ni. Dah la kena tiru sehbeyjek2. Goshhhhhhlings! Ps* I know you miss me kan, just admit it lah. But its ok, i understand lah kan sebab we all live in denial. Especially you. Hahahah. Poyo la u, aku Ciom laju2 sampai lebam pipi kau kang. Pastu kasi cicak ramas sket and kasi poop on it.

Yiesh. Ok lah sayang, i gotta rollout nigglets, work is hollerin ma name. Today aku rasa sexy, i dont know why. I think this feeling will fade soon, the sexy feelin. Hahahha tetibe je, coz i woke up usha-ing myself in the mirror and i totally heard a small voice in my head sayin " rawrr baby, rawr ". HAHAHAHA SCARY! Okay lah, i wanna mandi and siap2, pasni ada eerin's birthday dinner, what to get a 5 year old as a present ? Hello kitty stuff? Plush toys? wargh. Ok then.

muahmuahmuahmuahmmmmuahhhhhhh chenta!

Men, consider this .

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. That will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.

my friends acc got barred from facebook because of being too active. WHAT ? hahahah. kesian. nizam, stay away from your laptop okay, dah mascool pe. takya la kan pop in smua orang nye page. gile rajin , you onlineaholic. hihi. buka time is almost here, but hey hey hey, i tak puasa today. bukan apa, kalau i tak puasa oso no difference kan. If im a muslim, period is stopping me from puasa-ing. Nasib la. But m not muslim, no worries. ummm ni illustrator ni camanae. omg. shit worried abt it lah. tracing je kan with colour. takkan tu pun cannot manage! shits. gotta get get. get get get get~ boom booom boooom~ hahaha. bye, anyone with plans, call me. Unwanted numbers and messages will not be replied to so im sorry, text messages tu, kasi tau la nama kau skali. ko ingat aku ni memory power nak hafal smua orang nye number ke. banyak keje lagi i can do. i only reember numbers of ppl whom i talk/see/ text everyday. Otherwise, dont think i give a rats ass about replying ur text. Sankiuuu. Ok, i haf mcd as my buka puasa juadah. Sedih, i knw. And surprisingly shah alam is dead cold. SO SO SEJUK. Im wearing a sweater to just lepak at the hall. Yikes. Mummy i miss home. I dont wanna study. How? Got iblis around me. Or maybe im the iblis. Procrastinating. Ish ish ish, Someone help to motivate me pleeeaaasseeee~! :( ok lah gettin back to work now. sigh. URgh BOSAN.

xoxo,
ms. procrastinator.

PS* i never wanted to hurt you in any way.. believe me and if i did i'm so sorry. Time will heal the mistakes ive made towards you and vice versa. I know it will. I'll always be there for you no matter what. You'll never be my second best, numero uno forever baby. :) take care always !

things i do at night .

At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night

POIUYTR? backword hentam keyboard.

waaaaaa. period. period dan period. aku benci kau. ahahahah. hmmm well ok la i subur and i love you for being subur. ohh yea harini aku sungguh annoyed seperti biasa la, ngam merdeka, ngam aku dapat perio dow. sial tak. pfft. i am goin out with myra and iqa and ain today to berbuka and menembak rusa. ahha no la take pictures lah at the park memane park la kan. then nak lepak jap before i balik. tonight seriously hardcore mode on la kay. who's in ? ;) time to work it baby. cannot procrastinate dah. i know my post have been quite "negative" or may i say, cross. I had issues i had to deal with, now i feel like, naa i dont think i need those shit in my life. like em old saying tells us, dont make them your prioroty, when they only make you as their option. i dont know, my mood nowadays ni dah hybridize tahap dewi ok. i cry, get mad and go loco at any given day and second. tengah dalam kegilaan right now, sakit kepala gila vavi to be precise. banyak gila keje. camni la hidup graphic designer, mati katak aku. chayok chayok everybody!! ahahha. emmm nak makan and im hungryyy. semalam celebrated kat nz aku nye merdeka, tu pon x plan ok. drove back to bsd, was like 20 mins ke apa. agak laju u can say. maybe aku bawak kete cam gile kot. aahahha. peace peace. :D ummm i long to see your face again, please come see me soon. i miss you already ;( come tau !! i tunggu ! xoxo. ok lah i nak siap2, go run sum errands and then good to go ah. But sebelum tuuu i nak gi beli pad sebab pookness is redness and splashness down there gettin so wetness. ahahah. cheers babies.

chalo betteyyh and bobbeyhs!