03 May 2009

I loike.


Mungkin aku bisa bercinta dengan kamu
Kendati kata kata mu selalu
Menusuk jantung melukaiku
Mungkin ku mau memaafkan mu kembali
Demi cinta yang ada di hatiku
Meloloskan mu dari kata pisah
Mungkin sang fajar dan sayap burung burung patah
Menyaksikan kita berseteru
Slalu tak pernah damai
Mungkin cintaku terlalu kuat dan menutupi
Jiwa yang dendam akan kerasmu
Sehingga kita bersama...
mungkin.

01 May 2009

[ . ]

I'm angry tired and upset , all this negativity is killing me deep down inside.

I need motivation, inspiration and whatever it is i can hold on to right now.

Help?

Hmmmm.

Annoyed and scared because i did something to my brothers pc. Big Uh-Oh. Im sorry.

Dad, for once i wish you were actually there for me as a FATHER.

Mom, stop nagging and saying things i dont wanna hear, they hurt my feelings alot.

Bestfriends, I wish we never had to be so far away from each other.

You, stay the fuck away from me because you're bad for my health.

Me? I need to get all this mess outta my system and get back on track.

End.

30 April 2009

Sexy summer grooves~



I didn't get it when he hung up the phone
He said that he's all alone and that's when I heard her moan, I get it
It's not a secret that he's working till late, but then he doesn't come home
And now he's switched off the phone, I get it

Tell me something baby, tell me this ain't true
Tell me something baby, tell me this ain't true
I won't be crying for you no more, baby

The love has gone, that took me high
Now you've gone and left me, boy you're wasted my time
It's breaking my heart, you know this ain't fair
I deserve better, but you don't even care

Where is the love, that took me high
Now you've gone and left me, boy you're wasted my time
It's breaking my heart, you know this ain't fair
I deserve better, but you don't even care

I'm taking back my, my heart from hiss hands
He's got another love so I'm taking a stand
I've stand and watched our, our love drift away
I've looked into his eyes and he had nothing to say

Tell me something baby, tell me this ain't true
Tell me something baby, tell me this ain't true
I won't be crying for you no more, baby

The love has gone, that took me high
Now you've gone and left me, boy you're wasted my time
It's breaking my heart, you know this ain't fair
I deserve better, but you don't even care

Where is the love, that took me high
Now you've gone and left me, boy you're wasted my time
It's breaking my heart, you know this ain't fair
I deserve better, but you don't even care

You had me baby, and now we're through
You've been messin' with my heart and yes you know it's true
I won't sit here waiting, boy you're out of time
Just look into my eyes you must have something to say

I won't be crying for you no more... baby

The love has gone, that took me high
Now you've gone and left me, boy you're wasted my time
It's breaking my heart, you know this ain't fair
I deserve better, but you don't even care

Where is the love, that took me high
Now you've gone and left me, boy you're wasted my time
It's breaking my heart, you know this ain't fair
I deserve better, but you don't even care

kejadian.

ooh ive been facebooking and OMG sangat sangat geram because my memory card is CORRUPTED. Bengong betol lah kan.all the things inside. Gone. Its probably a sign hahaha. Card i corrupt cam cibai la!! MY CONTACT NUMBERS SMUA DALAM TU KOT! WARGH. Geram sungguh. Facebook quizzes are killing me and i cannot tahan going in and ouuttttaa the toilet dah. Ive decided why need some people in ur life if they dont need you kan, so i had to cut it off. For good perhaps. Maybe things will just be less complicated since dia tu cam kasik reasons that makes you feel like "wth???" if youre not sincere about it, then just dont bother la kay. there goes another weird friendship of mine. ATH i tak study agy! Ceneeeehhhhhhh!! :( Help. Someone be my dictionary and ispiration and motivation to keep me up all night long since coffee aint my bestfriend anymore. Sheesh. Aza, i geram kot i cuba call you but tak dapattt. HMMMFT! It was a birthday call tauuu :'( I miss you woman. Wishing i'd have u and myra around for my birthday. How sucky it was, i know you girls always managed to cheer me up. Now i seem like i have nothing to look forward to besides my pillows. I want ya'll around so badly!! Can i have that for my birthday? :( sheesh. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and myra, i got story i wanna tell u. Ouch gak lah kan, Hmm later i story when i see u online kay. Anyways gtg, study collage and whatnot. Hmmm. Cant wait for my holidays! xoxo, Love you.

29 April 2009

Bila tiba satu waktu

Today i feel, down? :) i know its just a phase i have to go thru alone. I know i can do this. I dont need people taking my love for granted anymore.

Bila tiba satu waktu
Takkan ku melupakanmu
Betapa pedih hatiku
Bila kujauh darimu

Jika suatu saat nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Kuharap kau menyadari
Cintaku masih disini

Chorus:
Andai saja, waktu yang tersisa
Berakhir, seindah inginmu
Maafkan diriku
Bila tiba satu waktu