kebahagiaan yang pelik.

Ladies and gentlemen, rawr! hehe. Exams are coming soon. How la how to face. I tak study apapa lagi ni. this semester is so fucked la. banyak gila draaaaama! haha. Unhealthy ones i mean. Pfft. So here's my current addiction :

chocolates.

bright colors.

ps & ai brushes.

dancing.

singing.

laughing ( gile abnormal ! )

knock you down :) *i think im in like with you*

ohhh itu lah current fetish ku. So whats next? I got one last assignment to do, nak blaja cam susah je now. I plan to finish up my work now!! OOHHHH MY GOD and tau tak, he somehow is being a jerk. tah, tetibe i rasa cam annoying sial mamat tu. Bengong gylaas. Argh. MERIMASKAN. yes. thats the word. clingy? Maybe lah kan. Gosh. Dah dah. Dia bole PMLL. Heheheh. ;) me and my never ending secret codes la kan. hahahha. Biaq pi.

So oklah friends and loveku, i shall beransur pulang dulu, japgi i nak blog balik i blog ler. :) selamat tinggal !

cibai la dia.

people change for a bloody reason ok. a good fucking reason. but you? pffft. fuck la keep your lousy fucked up words and buang dalam tong sampah. because thats where you belong. so much for i dont wanna see you around that kinda thing. tetibe ada ternampak kereta you pulak dah. whatever la. go die la. i couldnt care less dah. Im just upset n pissed. Whatever it is, no longer shall i have any commitments. You can go to hell for all i care. Lepas ni kalau aku nampak apape kena mengena dengan kau, aku buat bodo je. Senang. Why fuss all over those who doesnt give a shit at all tapi menyusahkan and buat kita rasa bodoh and fucked up kan ? Depressing mother f betul kau ni cibaikiaaaa. Depressing.

Went out with my neighbours! Such nice guys, really friendly and sweet. It was one hella good time. makan, and karaoke. Painted the house too, with their help! Woohoo. Bagus dan bagus. THANKS DARLS! Tapi slack tu je la bila tertengok lak cebisan cibai dia kat sana. Eww. Dah dah. case of the ex can go fucking "change" for all i care. tukar ape? puki? batang? Tutup dengan mane2 bende in this world pun, your fucked up attitude still shows wei. Amen to you, cheers. Loser sial. God does not permit people like you in heaven, change now before its too late. Karma is a bitch, you'll reap what you sow. Someday, eventually lah kan.

Shit wei, brochure smua tak siap lagi ni. SHITS. Tanak repeat next sem :( study pon blom. HOWW!! FARKED. Ok lah, i nak lepas geram only la kan, but now better. back to work baby back to work. xoxo. Ttyl.

ah.

kusut.stress. smua ada. banyak lagi nak siapkan. brochure palat tu, wtf man. ish babeng. and the mock up? fuck wei. ohh god have mercy. ahaahaha.

Hey fucka, thanks for nothing, seriously cibai mofo la kau. I cant believe i still can bagi muke. Fuck you and fuck off. Seriously. Pergilah Mampus, Thanks.

Newsflash! Currently have a new healthy fetish. Hehehe. I LOIKE. Not crush like crush suka addicted thing, but yeah, bagus ah. Useful innit? SO near yet so FAR! Hahahaha. Terbaik! ahaha. I kena switch rooms ni. Banyak keje, how? Hmm. Later la fikir. SO much unwanted drama's sial this year. Bodoh nak mampus. Boleh tak tolong bla? Gosh. Like seriously, wtf man. Ish. I wanna get ma groove and work on ladies and gentlemen. Muahmuah. Catch you later people.

mmm.

Okay here's my update darlin. I have not been myself lately. I do not have bipolar disorder, no. But then again feels like i need surgical mask, gloves and all to fix this woman! Been emotionally wrecked for a few days and im so bored and sick with all this workload and deadlines. Boleh mati dengan deadlines ni. Been a few lec's asking about me. Soon to see my KP kot. What reasons must i provide to them? Think bullshit,lies, deceit, crap and nonsense lagi dell think!! Ohhh bosan dan penat dan semualaaa. Tak sabar nak habis sem and yes, LONG hols. Pulau trip anyone? Perhaps somewhere to unwind la kan. Been a while since i lepak like sampai k.o wit my gurls in the cluuuuuub. Hahaha. Masa menjalang sudah habis. How? Must jalang all the way lepas ni, bila sem baru start, kalau i ada lagi ar due to some complications now. If ada, ada la. Takde takpe. Pfft. So yea, I was suppose to submit most of my work to cik ryhan for photo and my illstrater kerja ni. No one else can help kecuali myself so what choice do i have lah kan. Mari membuta sambil mengaplikasikan mood ini kedalam mood dan routine harian. Haha. KALAU DAPAT AH. Oh and sayang im sorry for not texting you or calling, was because i am super effing busy and i selalu lupa bawak phoone around. DELLANY MAY TAK BAWAK PHONE?! Yes, a new habbit. I dont know la. Malas lak. But nanti balik, ha ade la message from mama and ian and other people asking "wei, where the fcuk is u" hahahaha. " I is not here, why is u lookin2 for me?". Damn my english is so bad now, i feel like im not english educated at all. I used to be so poetic, hopelessly romantic, sappy, blob-like hearted person. Now? I think still la kan, but cam tah. Mengurang la kot. I shall try to compose something and, well... see la camana kay? Comment la on my not-so-jiwang-heart-poetry. :D

So this week memang kurang tido, nak tido pun dibelenggu kerja la kan wahai brain. Why la why. Get outta my mind wahai uniwork. Hahaha. I am currently loving this song, love drunk. I love it love it. :D cheers. I used to be love drunk but now im hungover, i love you forever, but now im soberrrrr~ Hahha. Lets go have yamcha sessions soon kim, iqa or whoever who wants to. Gotta get get bak kata will.i.am. There's a Will.I.AM in my class!!! Lookalike sama je muka dia like seriously. SEBIJIK SIAL. Hahaha. Heartbreaker dow. hahaha. Okay tengah bersemangat nak buat kerja ni. Muahhhh i love you forever and always.

Heyh bestfriends, i miss you two like soooo mmuuuuuuccccchhhhhhh ok. Selalu di ingatan. Rindu dan sayang. xoxo darls.

-wigga.

toots.

dont know why but im starting to get annoyed at the mo with some people. lousy tantrums of a 5 year old? grow the fuck up please. i got better things to fuss about than you. dah banyak keje nak buat, ingat aku free ke nak melayan songeh kau. whatever la. sukati kau la bai. aku taknak amek tau. So anyway, as ive mentioned earlier, hmm banyak kot keje nak buat ni. but im procrastinating as always and it fucking annoys me dow. cam palat gile babi. I think this is making me sleepy like most of the time. Unbelievable. And sayang, kalau u sakit tu, go seek professional help lah. its getting worst kan? Youre not okay, i know it. I can feel it although youre far away. I know medicine u banyak sangat pills u have to swallow everyday but if u wanna get on ald live longer, have faith in those pills okay baby? mwahs. Im sure things will turn out ok, and you'll be just fine. jangan notty2 gatal2 go drink any alcoholic beverage. NO. ok? :).

So thats about the thing i wanna blog. Gi mampus la. Blog aku kan, sukahati aku ah nak ckp apa. Kau ada masalah? haha. Ada aku kesah ? no. So go fuck off if you dont like what i fuckin post here. Tak luak duit kau pun kan.

muahmuah,

Ps* i know u love me, if not you wouldnt stalk this shit.